A lot of time we get this feeling of total confusion, you know something doesn't feel right but you can't tell exactly what it is. You try to reach out for help, but nobody still understands you. You just go on living, but are you really living or merely existing. One thing i found out is, bringing other people into your personal life and also trying to understand them will be more difficult because you barely have an idea of who you are. Fine you can get to know who others are, but there will always be strifes when they push your angry button innocently because they don't really get you and you won't just get why you reacted angrily.
If you don't understand yourself, how will you understand the world around you, if you don't understand the world how will contribute positively.
Focus on yourself, let go of everything you thought you were and find yourself. Finding yourself is indeed a journey to peace.