I want to go back, to begin again.
I want to go back, to being a child,
Without care for what things now seem wild.
When I didn't have to care about whether a broken heart could mend,
When I didn't have to think "when will this pain end?"
I want to go back to when I laughed with all,
Male or female, short or tall
Without having to catch any feelings,
And I had no special thought for another,who they were and their dealings.
Is this too much to ask? Doesn't it seem logical,
To want to be free from deep wounds and pain, can't we do a surgical?
Take me back, to when I didn't have to pretend to be okay,
While all the time I was dying and not on a low key.
I'm sinking deep, all I want to do is sleep,I can't even weep, no don't want my phone to beep, please,
I'll do anything just to go back.