I know you've been through quite a lot in the name of love, the guy/lady you entrusted with your heart, played you the whole time, you were just a one time thing to him/her, a handy partner to ease up the cold weather, your vision and dream of a happy sweet home was shattered within the twinkle of an eye.
The investment of time and resources,the day you spend out in the wild just to play your own part of the relationship that was supposed to be a two side affair, looks more like you have been dating yourself all this year's. Don't give up on yourself, it's his/her lose, a person that deserves, cherish and adore you is nearby, you just need to open up your heart up to love once again. You can only heal when your heart isnt closed, give love a chance, you will get it right this time, don't let your past hurt be an obstacle to you having a Godly, amazing, and lovely home with happy children round about you.
Your dream is to be a Charted Accountant, but here you are , not anywhere near the gate of a school. You are tired, stressed up and losing hope of ever achieving your dream. The future you envisioned is blurry, you have outlined plan on how you intended to go about achieving your dream, it's 5 years now and you haven't done anything of note. You are not a failure, failing is part of winning, through failing you learn a new way not to do or go about it.
You can start all over again, re-draw your plan, let go of distractions and be focused, renounce people of today had many setbacks and it was because they never gave up that they could get it right, so can you also. Stand up on your feet, buckle up, because your life is about to experience a new dawn.
Your dream job, was to be well paid, with incentives, holidays to mention but a few, but still you find out that of recent you are losing that motivation you once had. You are not happy again with the work, it's not that the working environment is bad or your boss is harsh on you, but you just don't know why there is a change in the way you feel about your work.
I know how you feel, I have been there once, take a walk, breath in some fresh air, treat yourself out to one of your favourite dish, sing, dance, read a book, gist, chat, creat more time for your family and friends, and many other things that will helps you unravel the mystery. See, you are all smile now, the vibe is back, you are refreshed, go back to that job you love doing, but while at it, don't let it deprive you of those other things that gives your life a meaning, you are valued.
Whatever be it that you are passing through, making you doubt the relevant of your existence and you want to give up or you have already given up, I want to tell you today that, you can still be what you want to be, it's not too late. You can still get your dream admission into your choice of institution, choice of course of study. You can still make it right with your loved ones.