Sometimes life throws its shot at you and it seems like the game is over for you. But why would good people suffer for long a time and the bad ones seem to enjoy and tend not know or feel the painful things the good ones go through?.
Am sure some of us may have had this thought wave at one point or the other, especially when certain billows roll and it appears like you are good for nothing and if you are you might even had preferred been absent in your body and never come back.
we must accept finite disappointment, but never infinite hope. Martin Luther King Jnr.
Those days, moments of pains, those cries in what seemed to by my night seasons, now i see the picture in view and am truly awed at the way life is full of mystery. I somehow i could not understand why it would be me:
Why me!
Why now!
Like serious!
But i never time had the story to tell.
Well, i just want to say thank you to God almighty for life his banner of love over me. If not for his love and grace i would not be where i am now: for in him i live, move and have my being.
When you arise in the morning give thanks for the morning light, for your life and strength. Give thanks for your food and the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies with yourself.’’ Tecumsch (1768-1813) Shawne Native American Leader
Your banner over me i love: you were there with me through it all pointing me to the light at the end of the tunnel.
Then, i really did not understand your plan and purpose for my life inspite of the circumstance.
I wondered why you would sit there and smile in pleasure while i mourned in pains for symptoms i could not understand and even drugs could not subdue.
How and why is life so wicked ?
Friend and colleagues seemed to have with the speed of light launched to the moon for missions so urgent that they even forget to bid goodbye.
In all of it all, this wilderness i have explored and now can explain geography better.
When you can't control what is happening, challenge yourself to control the way you respond to what's happening. That's where your power is
So this is me 
It was really scary, harsh, and breathe taking but in all of it, every blocks of challenges you threw at me began my building block for the next better level. Those fire has refined me to become a purer valuable gold
Only in the darkness can you see the stars -- Martin Luther King Jnr
When you find yourself cocooned in isolation and despair and you cannot find your way out of darkness, just remember that such experience should remind you what and how the catapilar metamorphose to get wings.
With hope i have gained courage and with courage i gained confidence and with confidence i got my life back.
There is no limit to what i can do with hope and courage mixed with love.
Courage is like love, it must have hope for nourishment -- Napoleon.
