music community-self esteem(guitar cover)by samuelstifen

hello friends of the music community, best wishes to all of us and always be given health to God Almighty so that we can still meet in this community.
I'm @samuelstifen and always with my guitar called blue.
for yesterday's performance, I am very satisfied, very happy with the results that I performed, I am very grateful and can always share my performances here, and I am very grateful to join this community because my relationships are getting wider, and I am getting to know more and more great and talented musicians here and for today's performance. I will continue to provide the best performance for this community.

Today, with very dark weather, maybe it will rain, but I will continue to practice and give this performance even though the air is cold, but I am very happy that I can practice in cold weather, as it gives a relaxing effect to cover the songs that I perform.

Today I brought a song entitled Self Esteem which was popularized by the band Inheritance

The Offspring is a punk band from Orange County, southern California. but this off spring band also has other musical genres such as punk rock, skate punk, pop punk, alternative rock, ska punk, post grunge and hardcore punk in the early days.
This band was active or formed in 1984
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and for my song this cover is meaningful
about self-esteem, maybe this song is more identified with self-esteem about love or relationships with friendship. But what I get about the meaning of this is about love and friendship.
why do I say that? because there are very deep lyrics and lyrics

"When she's saying, oh, that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends"
"When she's saying, oh, that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well, I guess I should stick up for myself"
"But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah, yeah, yeah"

maybe if we are in this position I think we feel the pain very deeply like our self-esteem no longer exists, maybe we have to go for ourselves and have to accept that.
No matter how hard we persist, there will also be a feeling of tiredness with all of that, because we have to think about ourselves for our own good.
So that's what I can convey about the meaning of the song Self Esteem.

LYRICH-SELF ESTEEM

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse
Now I know she's playing with me
That's okay 'cause I've got no self-esteem
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah

Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah

We make plans to go out at night
I wait 'til 2 then I turn out the light
This rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah

When she's saying, oh that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying, oh that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care, right? Yeah

Now I'll relay this little bit
Happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night, she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no but
It's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self-esteem
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah

When she's saying, oh that she want's only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying, oh that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right?
Yeah yeah yeah
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This is the YouTube backing track of the song I performed

and for my appearance and the meaning of the song that I conveyed was not quite right or my performance was not good, I apologize, maybe the shortcomings that I showed will make me even more enthusiastic to work and give my best performance again.
and to my friends, thank you for supporting me and always taking the time to see me, because the support of my friends makes me more enthusiastic about working and trying to be even more successful.

and this is the YouTube of the self esteem song that I performed