I have never been the type to relive something. That's why it's hard for me to rewatch a movie, even it is that interesting.
Reliving my graduation: to be honest that day for me was a blur, I can only recall beats of it, fragment I can vividly say. Yes I won't change a thing, but I will be completely wide awake.
The reason I will like to relive that specific day is because, on that day I was just hoping the day will come to an end so that I will go home. I can recall days before my induction, I was the happiest I could be, oh the anxiety, the anticipation, and the preparatory stress was exciting I must confess. But with all those things piled up in me, I could not enjoy the 'D' day. When the induction ceremony started all I could see was happy faces, and grateful heart filled with gratitude. Mine thou was a mask, a mask to hide the fact that I was not going to collect any gifts, my parents could not make it, or the food I wanted to prepare was not exactly what I planned. Or was it because I was hungry, honestly I don't know. But if I am giving a chance to relive any day, that day would be the day I would definitely relive.
On that day I will smile more, greet friends and well wishers with true gratitude. I will dance with a joyful heart. I will snapshot with friends without the mask. I will be awake, not really changing a thing I will just live that day.Reliving that will not help me change a thing in my life, but it would make me keep memory, maybe a better memory or a worse one.
