The solutions is available, but not all the time those solution is effective, it may work to some, but not to everyone. It's like you are still trap there, while the others already moving forward. That's so hard ha, and for sure, not anyone can just understand this, sometimes you get criticize when they don't even know what you are going through. I'm just glad that you finally found the answer you've been looking for and that you have those people that stay and cheer you up during those hardest moments of your life. They are surely the kind of friends that is "for keeps." You are already doing great embracing what you are, good job on that part. It'll be a long and bumpy path but you are already making a nice progress. 💪❤️✨