i personally can't wait for winter, but i think my cat is a little less happy about that, no more sitting outside all night hunting everything that moves, he's already turning to a couch potato ...
you can find me in the comments section, i'm not sure what to do with rudyardcatling for the time being, id like to post less but given the delegations that would be a loss so we'll figure something out
in the meantime : van drukkerland : the frozen wastes (i still got a few thousand pictures somewhere but im not sure ... , hmm ... i 'll see if i get enough daily to do an auto-generated write-me , i still need every cent i can get at the moment, i'm way not at my baseline for security ...
well, YOU might not get that, but thinking works better if you dont have to think about being stabbed in the back by content nazis who might wreck your minor income and even better if you dont have to think about next months money
AT ALL ... something you would never understand i guess
i know, the answer is masjen bij lorraine met de nacht, do you want my back, my neck and headache to go WITH THAT, as there's nothing wrong with me
nothing wrong with me ? SERIOUSLY, that's your professional opinion ? i am RUINED FOR LIFE on all social fronts ... i can't stand to be around humans for too long ... nothing wrong with me ofcourse, just throw him in the pool
he'll learn how to swim
have you forgotten who WAS mister social here in the first place ? who had to be chained to the table in order to stay indoors ?
where WERE you the last 20 years of my life ?
that's right
you weren't in it ... so why do you think you have a say in it ?
who am i talking to ?
the walls ofcourse ... and the dead guy in the corner and that thing that creeps across the ceiling backwards
and my cat
who else would i be talking to ?
is busy still voting on this actually i havent checked that in weeks ? otherwise its a waste of tag, not that it matters much, here in down-below
we just have to take care of ourselves
something else you would never understand, laying down "the rules"
check out my 
the answer is not "do it in python" ... the only way id get on python is if i get good enough in blender to write python plugins for it, which means i need lots of time to be busy on blender, which means my shit here needs to be solid and running so i dont have to worry
about next months money
"its not about the money"
if you have a million in your account ... hippiecrite
let me keep this short :
you can find me in the comments section if you need to read, ive been talking to myself a lot too btw today
something has been pushing me for days and this is what it gets : a full day of nothing leaving me feel worse than usual.
First one to say halloween gets bitchslapped, first one to say christmas a black eye.
I havent celebrated since the day you stuck me back here, precious
and i wont until i'm out
im sick of reading myself ranting ...
o yea, and also in accordance with my 10% pledge, which i havent check in a while, a 
well it was 666 words , now its 747
