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i'm SURE it said to show them weird ... i think it has something new since a while, some kind of daily directive right when i wake up ... which to me translates into nothing but an attempt at control and also
i am me ... i think it said
"good job cleaning inthere" ... now i fell back asleep and as my sleep cycle works that's the chance to get some R.E.M. into it, it goes straight to the phase like that, not after x hours , dreamt i was in something that felt like a school ... then fuzzy stuff , its already fading ... then i sat down next to i girl i called Pocky (??!?) who i have never seen in my life, arent you supposed to not have figures that you've never seen ... who was petting my cat in a very selfish way - ... then there was an old classmate she told me to tell me, but he was busy on a smartphone , things that werent there when i was in school, then i find myself with my cat under blankets in the same but not the same place, completely NOT knowing where i live ...
i bet you can analyze that, but your a.i. probably can do nothing but google it ... now my idea was that "it" was complementing my glia on "cleaning up the place"
because it's me, and it feels like an attempt at control and conditioning
and it said to show them weird
... nothing gets done on a day like this
fuck it ...
nope, i wouldnt ... Ipsos used up the last of my dopamine , i think i'd simply not turn up on a day like this after all that
fyi ... hope fucking up my day was useful (not)
nope ... im just gonna wait for dark and continue on my stuff, thats my stuff, which i wanna do and chose to ... manipulating choice or leaving three you present and forcing to pick one does not constitute choice, and i'm sure my aide didn't schedule an interview for today , i don't see the money on my table ...
FUCK IT ... did you expect sudden normal behaviour ... shit aint like that
eternal darkness huh ...
where are the stars ? i can't see the stars, the night is nothing like that.
...right ...
hmm ... Sigmund , does the prominence of Sigmund's Freund surprise you there ?
it's cold ... but at least the sun ain't shining, that should count for something
i think "under the blanket" is pretty not far-fetched and being lost potentially, p...probably but the girl named Pocky who speaks to me and i can't understand no matter how close i get ? Asking my old schoolmate to explain it to me ?
... ?
doesn't matter, it will be gone in an hour or two
Well, for a complete record before it's gone, i had no hesitation sitting down next to her, she was pretty pretty, a shorty with half-blond dyed hair in that asian style cut and she didn't have the cat until i sat down next to her. Have a go, Sigmund ...
tell me why her name was Pocky ?
i never called anyone that in my life ...
might as well get some backlog reading done i guess
no, and she clearly didnt know how to handle it but for some reason he didnt skit, which he does the moment anyone but me or my mother get close (which i think is a good thing ...)
So, that'l be $100 for the interview then, $200 for the peek in mind , $300 for the attempt at control and $400 for the attempt at my privacy ...
Yes, your free to use the whole spectrum including duality where the cat might be the cat AND me at the same time in a manner - which makes it clear that i'm hard to handle or something, that's sideline but i dont mind a professional opinion
just tell me why i see someone i never saw and call her pocky
yes, maybe not as much hard to handle but more like the girl didn't know how to handle the cat ... fact remains i never seen her and i never called anyone Pocky in my life, it's a dream, it's my brain ... go wild
just tell me why i see someone i never saw and call her pocky
yes, it's possible that it's a face ive seen somewhere on a festival in a distant past, thats good ... the lack of hesitation ... but that still leaves pocky
i havent seen any anime referring to pocky in a long time and i never linked it to a girl in any way i can think of , it's not a pet-name i would use and i never have ...
maybe i should call Eeklo , heh ...
i think it just said " enough " but that's weird since i don't hear voices ...
hmm ... since it knows me it's either an attempt at drawing out more or a delusion at making me obey ... if i took "it" seriously
5-7-5 ... is that sound-syllables or split-syllables ? let's see ...
"The Curse to 'content',
if only it got something,
we are not amused ..."
eat that ex EU-prez ... under 60 seconds ...
pffffff
well yea, maybe 65, i wasn't counting while i was typing other than on my fingers - the age of retirement, when the bank no longer owns your house
if you're lucky ... after a 40 year dopamine-streak you now get to pay off the doctors and infirmaries ... my uncle had parkinsons by then ... if i take a look around the family ?
i'd say i'm fucked
(i think it's sound syllables if it originates from japan ? most characters are sound/syllable as far as my limited knowledge on the matter would allow me to)
Hmh ... how much close to life the explanations of the forces were in elder mythology, no wonder Zelazny made such good use of it
It's like western culture lost all track of the concept of duality with the introduction of monotheism somehow, basically lacking in explanation of the universe itself there, but to think the vikings, so raw and crude had concepts that complex available in daily life from birth ?
The whoops continues ...
The relatively independent and “masculine” Norse women were different from others of their time period. The Norse woman’s position in society improved in the Viking Age, but as Christianity crept in, the Norse woman’s power was choked. (Williams 1920:110-112; 121)
same link ... intricate complexity just below the bearskin ... having duality as such is new to me, even if stem from a pretty right-wing environment here (which i grew out of, but if you read anything i write i keep stressing i dont live along the one-dimensional axis so the lefties can forget it too, life just ain't that simple, blame the church of Rome for taking away the intertwined dualities and replacing them with simple and easy to remember dogma ... not that by the church of Rome i don't mean christianity ... my religion-teacher in hi-school was probably more openminded than the morals one ... the kind of free-fought women who believed (yes, weird people all around ...) didn't go to church though, they had their own community and they held their own masses at home , totaly forsaking the pope and the church as an institute ...
which is why i switched to relgion from moral-ethics there (you HAD to choose one ... its the law ...) more interesting person heh ...
I knew the women had status but not really on how much equal they could be ... our favourite north-europeans ... what if they would have ruled the world ?
i dont think they would because im not sure they would be intereted in global domination ... just a nice and cosy chunk ...
sounds like something i said before somewhere a few times ...
kaas, lijmen en het been never went down well with the kid ... local-cultural heretic as i am , (mind those words now) i don't think flanders has much to say other than one battle in history that's still celebrated as national holiday, which was won because of a classic mistake for which Sun Tzu would have bitchslapped the french as their overconfidence had them charging heavy cavalry through unknown territory, ending stuck in a marsh and the local peasants and craftsmen had a field day (SO good it became the national holiday) but as far as i know the French came back to finish the job some time later ...
If anything here the history shows your standard flemish person is very good at dying for another ... world war 1 world war 2 ... and you probably shouldnt pry into their house too bad (1302) but as for the rest ... ive never been fascinated much by local culture ... fighting still seems to be in the blood though ... a small mention by Jules Caesar himself but that related to the "belgae" if i remember correctly (fighting again ...) and some scholars who are too modest ... (the boson guy ? ...)
All in all, i think flemish pride is highly overrated and it would be better to see the qualities gained of 2000 years of domination by other nations, which has at least led to some serious fenotypical impact and should make a lot of them able to spread out tentacles into the world ... but who am i ?
kiplings cat ... undegreed ex-con bum ... (i dont hide that, it prevents people from seeing me as a nice person for six months then suddenly overnight cant handle me ?) and i dont regret it as the choices were slim that year and i still feel i took the least bad option there ...
LIFE .... and how exactly would i fit in , precious ?
see ? "cursed to content" ....
'too modest' shouldn't be a surprise either as that (in all my weird notions) is a direct sign of the fenotypical adaptation (man im using big words lately) over , yea lets say 2000 years, because you simple HAD TO to survive ... look down ... don't make a fuss ... always nod ...
i'm a fucking mutant aren't i ?
owh .. learned a new word :
which, as the picture states would make the kremlin
AND the whitehouse metonyms for the respective governments ?
60% RC ... i'm gonna "HAVE TO" (<- one of your favourites ...)
ohh maybe ....
this bit :
Cats and witches go hand in hand (see fig. 2). Witches rode cats, held their Sabbat on Fridays (Norse Freyr or Freyja’s day), which was especially evil as Friday was the day Christ died, (Howey 1989:60) and made love charms out of cat parts.
Made me think ... the origin of Friday ... didnt pass over from Latin as one might first think as christianity basically spread after the roman emperors saw the options and started calling themselves pope (which is mixed my opinion ofcourse but the rest ain't) stems from Freya (who was a sorceress btw ...) which collides on all sides as a goddess of fertility doesnt really work well with celibate priests and the "virgin" mary (also mentioned in that thesis as well somewhere) but why friday ?
It's clear christianity is localized a lot when it comes to "mores" (latin if you dont mind my own mashup of language) but why friday and how and so i google and between the pro and anti-propaganda and the clickbait i find something , hoping to shed light on the fact but i can't find a clear connection and im already too tired (its one of those days .. doesnt stop the typing, no , i wish it would for the price it gets) but something in the last TFA indeed : a date is a date, not a day, easter doesn't always fall on the same date but always on the same day ...
which is merely room to ponder, not a formed opinion or judgment,
BEM ...(portuguese, i think, not a sound) ... thanks for upvoting me to 100 and utopian as well for the rules ...
El Gato definitely out and gonna eat - is it dark yet ?
ugh , feeling somewhat comforted by the fact that the persecution and systematic eradication of cats by christians might have very well laid the foundation for the black death in big cities
the wrath of the gods ... (= ironic lulz)
gud ...
really ? do i actually have to ? you know i dont have to ...
it should be pretty clear that i have no issues with either christians or muslims who don't try to convert me ... as i define myself polytheist agnostic knowing very well that i dont know and i feel polytheism leaves room for everyone by default (just count the hindu pantheon ...) , it's just, me and the church of Rome ? .... i don't know who killed more in the last 2000 years but "in the name of christ" you know ?
and cats ... ofcourse ... who have the devils horns in their shadow ... everyone is free to believe, i consider believers seekers even if they plainly believe bot so do atheists who plainly believe there is nothing (without evidence ...)
<- weird notions ... im gonna have to find a way to limit the amount of text per day ... spreading the SP seems to be a good solution , but the main point for that is that "the game" is "my brand" as ordered hahah ...
uttering your thoughts or muttering your thoughts is said to be therapeutic so that's a small portion right there ...
hindu's well ... there seem to be pleny around on the globe here and from the looks of it no god seems to be smiting them ?
agh ... god's damn ... there's plenty of people who are neither outspoken atheist or believer, maybe only on paper or birth certificate, so that would make them mostly non-seekers ...
that's about $500 for the interview by now ...
fud's ready = nom ... tschuess
eegh, i forgot, something i read while catching up a little (still way behind) yesterday : note to #steemit 
