Let's remember the ants. One experiment, to be exact. If you draw a circle around an ant with a marker, most of the time it won't be able to cross it. It would seem, wouldn't it? All right for ants, but what about people? All frames in our heads, imposed or self-invented.
My framework is blurred. Perhaps that's why I can accept and understand a lot (not accept. Not to be confused, please). But I have clear-cut positions that I will never understand or accept, never and for no reason--that involve the sexual, physical, and moral abuse of children and animals. I don't even want to begin to understand that desire, shall we say. On this issue I have a clear and unwavering position. As for the rest of the issues, I can allow all sorts of things, I can understand this or that act. It may be cruel and I may even condemn it in my heart, but that does not mean that I cannot understand why it was done.
To understand is not to forgive, to understand is not to accept, to understand is not to justify. To understand is to be able to put yourself in the place of the person who did this or that action and try to see the reasons why he did what he did. And I'm a fucking understanding person. Maybe that's why I have a blurred framework in my head, or maybe it's the other way around, either way, one thing gives rise to another here. And if it stressed me out I'd take the time to figure out these cause and effect connections, but to me this issue seems unimportant.
Everyone has their own framework. It's all subjective. Frames, norms are an illusion. "What is chaos to a fly is normative to a spider" is a subjective undeniable truth to me, as is the fact that "everyone lies."
I love this sense of awareness. I like to push my limits. There's a flavor to it. I like to tickle my nerves and then, having done this or that - either to truly enjoy it, or (and there are times) to feel something like disgust in a mild form. Is it crazy? It's not for me to answer that question. Everyone will have their own answer. As for me, I love digging into insanity, not only my own, but also watching how the other side of others is revealed, how they break their frames and either fly up or inevitably fall to the bottom, the outcome is of little importance to me anymore.
