Life is much more meaningful when you get to enjoy it like the way you want but that does not mean you should be arrogant and selfish. Do the things that you wanted to do which you were not able to do now as some things are just not making it possible for now but you can make those things go away by doing all the hardwork and determination so that in the coming days you can live the life that you always want.
I am very much fond of Photography I do not know where it will take me but I am doing the thing that I like and yeah the road will be hard but I am doing my best hope you will do that too :)