Tried to write.
500 words in and I CTRL+A and DEL that shit to the pits of hell. When words don't come like a river, it means that I am not ready to write about that.
Aaaaaand I am stuck with nothing. I don't have anything to write about.
I've been writing more intensively for my other projects, so that has taken a toll on my creative juices. HA! Not really, but I am pretty tired after 2000+ words per day.
Actually, I've never asked you what do you want to see from me. Maybe I didn't find it necessary, since I am a peasant with <500 followers (yup, everything less than 500 and you are scum of the earth in most social media platforms). But here I am asking you anyway.
What do you want to see?
Up until now, I just sat down and started typing shit that interested me, about myself most of the times. I have written some more practical and useful stuff, but you are all a bunch of dopamine-seeking degenerates who prefer to entertain yourself and guard your self-esteem by laboring under the wishful thinking that being secure in your own mediocrity is a type of strength.
HEY! Maybe that's what I should be doing, talking smack. Oh no, I already do that.
To get back on the subject, I could be filling your feed with useful and applicable information. But NOOOOO, that's no good for Steemit. That requires effort from the reader.
It's funny how an upvote button that rewards a simple action can take away the will to do any further actions. It's like the brain has an epiphany "OH! I did something AND I got a reward from it. That means my effort->rewards circuit is complete and satisfied, no need to do more".
The humanity...
Let's not drag myself again in that hole of bitching about how fucking awful the content on Steemit is. I have dedicated two posts on that already, that's enough.
To be fair, I've found some interesting posts here and there. But again, they don't offer anything to me. I am not new to this. I've read most of the types of posts people try to make, so unless it contains some novel idea, reading dull motivational posts, unimaginative stories and experiences that don't really much the enthusiasm of the writer, is fucking boring.
Probably they are good for most people. They offer the different perspective they need, so I will try to resteem here and there.
If you're a writer or a content creator (no videos though, PLEASE ENOUGH WITH THIS PLAGUE), feel free to shill me your best post in da comments and I will take a look.
-Thatredbeardguy
Hey, I also have a Twitter.