Sometimes, I feel like such a doll (well, like a vegetable) writing these freewrites. My mom asked me why I stopped typing them -- I have less work, more SteemPress pay, and this is extra money to me. At the reminder of "money" I realized that it was true. But I didn't understand why I was still hesitating.
When I thought about it, I realized. Back when I used to do comics for the Steem Blockchain, I was doing something I had actually intended to do. It was a personal project I actually wanted to do, whether or not I was being paid.
And now that I followed the money (too much so, if you asked me), I am reduced to writing nonsense posts of ... whatever the first thing that comes to my mind is. I am basically now like a spammer. The very thing that I hate in life.
I am now chill and okay with typing this freewrite. But I know that I will not do this regularly. Not like a job. Which I think most of us on the Steem Blockchain are treating it to be. Merely a way to gain (follow) the money.
So I may continue doing different posts here and there, but I will dedicate 
Oh, where else will my non-spammy posts go?
Well, you gotta find that out yourselves!!! :P
I didn't care today. I used the prompt generator like normal, but ignored 7 of the words and just took "doll." And I rolled with whatever was on my mind.
I've kinda had enough with writing posts that mean nothing to me. Posts I can't even remember writing.
