It’s time when I should gradually distance myself from worldly attachments, but is it easy? I don’t want to accept this bitter truth, but it’s the reality of my life. I thought I was completely healthy until yesterday, but...
While lying in bed, I recall my father, who used to lie silently on his deathbed, staring at the ceiling. Of all my siblings, I used to be closest to my father. I was always scared of losing my father, so I stayed with him as much as possible.
He was on my mind. His touch and looks are still in my memory. He is still close to me. I am thinking about my father even at this moment. The agony of missing loved ones or the desperation of life slipping through our fingers like sand out of our clenched fists.
No one understands the feelings of the person who is about to leave this world. There are some truths that we experience only when we go through that situation ourselves.
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I am reliving my childhood through the innocent smiles of my grandson. I tried my best to give Tony, my grandson, the values I cherished most. But I should gradually distance myself from worldly attachments, but I feel it’s increasing.
I remember the time when Anu, my son, had chalked out a plan to visit Europe on a package tour for all of us. The booking has been confirmed, and there is a festive atmosphere in the house. But then there is also a thing called destiny in the life of a human being, which tricks them when they least expect it.
I have had a high fever for the last ten days. Initially, the doctor thought it was viral fever, but when the fever did not subside, all the tests were carried out, and then everyone in the house was left shocked when the test reports arrived. It said I was in the third stage of cancer.
