Hi friends,
Have you ever been bc afraid of something? I'm currently having this idea in my mind. I'm trying to fight it and also do things to not think about it but I always end up thinking about the same thing. I'm afraid of becoming a Dad. As simple as that. It is not that I do not want to be a dad it is just that I want to be a good one. My dad is a pretty good example but sadly for me he has put a bit of pressure on me as in my head it seems quite hard to be better than him, tho I'm usually trying to get as much advice from him.
My parents dancing at my sister's birthday party on Friday
I'm being together happy and almost done with the kids should be something to be proud of. People and friends that get to know the are usually happy and amazed to see the together and fully living life.
Today I was preparing the soon to be son or daughter bedroom. I'm also down sizing lots of stuff and clothes along the way.
I ended up doing something else like sorting all my stuff and crap while trying to get rid of things that I no longer want or need.
Thanks for reading.