That feeling of feeling stuck in a loop is more common than you think, I've been there too and I hate feeling like I'm not moving forward. Therefore, I always put my mind in gear and look for other alternatives because those are not working for me. Sometimes you just have to close your eyes and turn the steering wheel. The internet problem here is very frequent and is accompanied by serious electrical failures, we fill ourselves with courage to continue and not feel that circumstances are drowning us. Greetings, friend.