Gaining admission into the University at a very young age helped me a lot. At the same time, I regretted some of my actions. Even though some of my actions are being regretted, I was still able to learn something from the previous things I did which did not favour me. There's no way we won't be able to learn from my story.
Immediately I gained admission into the University, I had a boyfriend. I liked him so much but I realized that he was cheating on me with another girl. He lacks respect for me that he mostly calls the girl in my presence and it makes me cry a lot. At the end of it all, I broke up with him because I could not take it any longer.
Then I met another guy and we dated for two years. He meant everyhing to me and he was always treating me nicelt but I was not growing in some aspects. All we did was to move from one party to another which does not make so much sense to me. I am that girl who is trying to secure a better future for herself so I had to break up with him.
Ever since I broke up with him, I never found a man who loved me wholeheartedly. The majority of guys I met always dump me. It was so painful and it has happened to me over three times ever since I left my ex. Then, I met a new guy again. I was madly in love with him and one day, he revealed to me that he had a girlfriend. How does he want me to feel? I felt bad but didn't break up because I loved him so much. I kept on pushing hoping that he and the other lady will break up and he will come to be but it did not happen.
At some point, he began to let me know that he's never going to leave her because he loves her so much. I also made up my mind to break up with him as soon as possible and a guy came to me. Unfortunately, we had something together and we fell in love with each other along the line. He made me happy for a few months and told me that he's never going to have anything to do with me again.
He wrote:
"We're not dating and you are not my
girlfriend and I don't want to lead you on
like we are in a relationship. If you feel
like I'm hurting you, I think the best
way to stop that is for us to stop seeing
or talking frequently".
I was sad. My head was hot and I almost ran mad. I could not heal for over six months after it happened. Then I learnt about satisfaction. I learnt to be satisfied with myself no matter how bad my situation is. Instead of me to be jumping from one man to the other, it will be better to be satisfied and good with myself.
Today, I am glad and satisfied with myself so you should do so too.
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