I can relate to this, I have observed people say to me you are strong and level headed because despite all you been through you don't break- you come off so strong and confident. How some people are intimidated by me and they would think I can handle it all by myself. But it's quite opposite I long support, support from my close friends and family members. No matter how strong I look or take decisions I need someone to be my rock, to hold me when I break with all the burden. It's so hard to say this to people around me and hence I isolate myself.