I have a little prince in my home. He is everything to me.
Hello, I'm Hristina 33yo, for so many years everybody wished at the New Eve to me to have a little boy or a girl as a present for the next year. It didn't happen, because I didn't have a person next to me in the boat of life. Finally, I've found one amazing man who supports me in everything. Not in a long period we started trying to have a baby. Everything was going well except that the baby was not coming. It was a hard time for me because it didn't happen as easily and fast as I thought.
He had another child from a previous relationship which made me even sadder. Don't understand me wrong I love that little boy but I still wanted to have my own who is around me. We took him at a certain time and bring him back to his mother. I was happy when he was with us and sad for leaving him there, sad for not having mine...
I was sad and occasionally crying because of the lack of success. The women around me are getting pregnant and had beautiful and sweet babies... I didn't...
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Nowadays he is a year and 3 months old little man showing his temper.
Being a Mom now gives me a superpower, as a person who can sleep over 12 hours a day I realized that even 3 hours are OK to keep me alive haha.
I've never thought about the joy when I see my reflection in his eyes when I smile, the warm feeling when he comes to hug me or searches me when we are at the playground in front of the building where we live.
Every day I gain a new experience from a different aspect of his world, like a new word or new gesture or even a new game that he starts to play. He invites me to play with him - this warms my heart.
