I'm not wealthy, and I don't have a degree to boast about, but I can say that even without those things, I'm still happy.
In reality, it doesn't seem like happiness is what I'm looking for, it feels like I'm just searching for a sense of purpose in life.
It seems like everyone I see has something going on in their lives, while all I do is work, and after that, I just watch my favorite shows.
Others seem to have so many activities in their lives—there are fitness buffs, people who cook, those into art.
I've tried different hobbies trying to find my passion, including making paper mache. Hahaha!
I've thought of learning various languages and tried discovering things on the internet like making apps and many other things.
If you ask me about something, I probably know a little about it.
I don't want to be someone who just watches TV series every day and watches random stuff on YouTube.
For now, I still don't know what I want to do, I just keep trying different things every day. Sometimes, I find it entertaining, but after a few days, I feel like it's a waste of time.
Sometimes I think maybe the problem is me. Maybe I'm searching for things I want to do, but in reality, there's nothing I really want to do, and I just want to be happy every day and enjoy life. Hahaha!
Maybe it's possible that the reason I'm not doing things is that I don't need to or I don't want to get tired and think.
Writing is the only thing I'm consistently motivated to do. I have a lot of stories to tell, and this is where I share the things I want to talk about. I just don't know if anyone is interested. Hahaha!
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But regardless of whether anyone is interested or not, I will continue sharing my thoughts as long as I have something I find amusing to tell.
