You know what?? Recently I have noticed my thoughts , my imaginations are so weird. I don't know why but as I am growing, my imaginations are getting weird... I wonder why this is happening with me? May be I have some desire which are not fulfilled yet or may be there is a pain inside me which I am bearing and can't express with anyone....
Well, we all know what actually a human needs for living or for better living , a good home for shelter , good food , good job for stability and I wonder what I have actually.. I have everything currently but why I am like this...
I was not feeling like talking with my father today, after my mom's death I became like this , try to stay away from him. I just fulfill my responsibilities towards him as a daughter , I have to because I never ran away from responsibilities... I have seen some people running away from responsibilities , actually they are afraid of taking that. Also some people just show you they care for you , but actually they don't , it's just a showoff to be honest...
May be that's why we are human and we have our own identity... I never liked selfish , liar , showoff type of people, infact i have mentioned that before.. Sometimes I feel that I wish I would never meet those people and I regret....
One short story I am going to share with you... This incident happened when I was in my country. I was coming back from office and I was stuck in a traffic signal which is really common in Bangladesh. Suddenly, a small 10 years boy came with some flowers telling me to buy them... I looked at his face and I only saw the innocence nothing else.. His eyes were full of water , a small boy who's age is only for play and study but he was selling flowers...I asked him whether he go to school or not and what he said really made me shocked... From morning to evening he sold flowers and at night he went to night school....
I asked him, why he do this and he told me he is helping his father... I just bought flowers and left... I still can remember that innocent face and a lot of children do this kind of work in my country to remove their poverty. Many of them can't continue their study and what I am doing....
Every single day , just blaming myself... Some do work for living and some........... Dream for high life , high status.... They just never satisfy.....
Priyan...
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