Sometimes I don't find any word to express, sometimes I feel totally blank, scattered and puzzled. It happened to me several times. Basically, it happens when I am in too much stress or taking a lot of pressure. Study at abroad is not as easy as it sounds like, it takes a lot of courage to take this decision.
I never ever shared my Bangladeshi life, Who I was, what I did, never and ever. Because I don't feel like sharing 80% of my life journey till now. The reason behind this is just because I am not comfortable or I just don't wanna share.
I wanted a good life, I wanted to do higher studies, ya I could have done it from my country but I choose abroad because I had some wishes and visions for myself. Everyone has dreams, they want to chase their dreams and want to make their life better and I personally believe there is nothing wrong with that...
It took a lot of time and courage to make the decision about study in abroad, It was hard honestly speaking but there were several reasons, some are personal as well. People think that maybe after completing graduation, I didn't get a job or I had no life in Bangladesh which is completely their wrong perception but I never cared about that. I left my job because of higher study and for a new life.
“The reason I talk to myself is because I’m the only one whose answers I accept.”
― George Carlin
I have seen many people, also seen such people who are dishonest, most deceived people including me. Morning I was thinking about that past, I have faced harassment, sexual harassment, I saw cruel people, dirty-minded people and now I don't trust anyone. People say "Sex Sales", maybe true...
I know many people don't like my way of talking, my perceptions but I don't care because I saw life from different phases and from different perspectives. That's why observing human is my favorite subject because I see people, I try to understand what they are. I have been deceived by so many people, I have tolerated a lot of voice, taunts but never ever stop myself to raise my voice. It was necessary...
“Never be afraid to raise your voice for honesty and truth and compassion against injustice and lying and greed. If people all over the world...would do this, it would change the earth.”
― William Faulkner
These two pictures are the pictures of the day because they describe my story, ya it's hidden but there is a story... My story...I don't care what you are thinking right now, good or bad but I know what I have faced and what difficulties I have gone through and still doing ... I am fine just need to recreate and build myself from Zero but I will do it....
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