I wish this festive holiday will continue because I don't want it to stop. Christmas came and it has gone. The New Year celebration will be here soon and it will go, and the thought that the holiday will be over while work begins fully makes me want the holiday to be extended more so I could enjoy village life with no noise, no stress, stable electricity, clean home and free food 😀 I have even forgotten we used money to buy those foodstuffs and seeing how the whole house is filled with food makes it free for now. Maybe when it's finished, reality will dawn on me but for now, let me breathe 😔
As you can see, Princess is so excited and feeling so high of herself. Knowing that the year is rounding up and also realising that the first month is about me — my birthday, gives me an adrenaline rush again because of the big age I would be clocking. Understanding that I am no longer a girl but a 'being' who has transitioned fully into an adult gives me the full picture that life is all on me, with no one to tell me what to do because every decision I make is all on me. This doesn't mean I wouldn't take any advice from anyone but when things are said and done, the decision is mine to make — either to do it right or wrong. Well, I am not afraid to fail because I have learnt that failure is part of life and it also gives one the strength to keep moving with the lessons I have gathered during the process.
Spending my holiday in my hometown and with my family is something I enjoy doing especially the thrill that comes with it when there is stable electricity, water running in the house and doing whatever I like whenever I want without anyone querying or disturbing me. I have been cooking and serving the whole house since I came and it's something I loved doing. I give to everyone equally without being biased about it.
I love doing fun things alone in my room and that gives me some happiness. There are times I will be screaming all by myself and laughing crazily, but all these things are just my way of clearing off any worries disturbing my mind while I hope for the best of what God is going to do. This is something I do whenever I feel overwhelmed by some situations in my life and for me not to brood over it which could lead to depression, I find ways around it while getting over some unnecessary things.
This holiday is making me reflect on a lot of things as I make sure not to engage myself too much in tasks that I could have overdone all because I have the mentality of "Hustle hard." At least, I don't need to do that because why? It is a holiday and it should be to enjoy and forget about anything work. However, I still try to come online here but only engage in a little time and I am off.
Since there is electricity, I have not been bothered with charging my phone, right now, I have 40%. On a norm, I would be looking for where to charge even on 90% battery because of the area I was before, but now, I am not going to that area again except to go pack my loads and move to a new location, hoping there is good electricity there. For now, let me enjoy life in the village and it has been from one movie to another. I am watching a Korean movie titled "Happiness" with 12 episodes. It's all about the zombie world and this is the kind of thrilling and action movie I love to watch. That is all for now.