This year has been a unique one for me so far. It's the year when, for the first time in a long time, my life no longer feels like it moves in a pattern anymore. Before, I knew what I was going to do next Monday even before it got to Monday. I knew how my entire week was going to play out, and it mostly always played out that same way, with little to no changes at all from what I had in my head.
But it's been completely different this year. I've probably traveled more in these past few months than I've traveled in the last three years, and we're only just in the month of March. I've met people from different parts of the country and people from various social classes, and with each new day that passes, I find myself loving every step of it.
Although I must admit that no longer entirely being in charge of everything that goes on in my life and not being able to lay out the pattern can be a bit scary, especially when you've always been able to do that, this new change is a welcome one.
And I say that because so far, I've been able to discover certain things about myself that I feel like I wouldn't have been able to discover if it weren't for these random, unexpected situations that I found myself in.
And the fun part about this whole thing is that I know I'm just getting started. I still have the entire year to myself to make more discoveries. I just have to look for a way to balance this new life of mine so that it doesn't keep interfering with the old one like it's currently doing.
Anyway, I sure will keep you guys updated as everything unfolds. Hopefully I end up becoming a better person by the time this whole thing is over.
