Do you have any embarrassing moment in life?
Well, i do have my embarrassing moment in life. It's just happened yesterday. I'm not really sure either it's good to share the moment that might be humiliate me, but i take it as a lesson learned and also take it as a good reminder for me.
As a policeman i'm working by following an order or instructions by my superior. So, everyday there must be a new instructions, new order or new tasks to be follow and to be implement. To be honest it's stressful because you can't say NO to any order that comes to you. NEVER SAY NO!! Either you like it or not, you just need to do it, to follow it, to implement it, You just really no choice!
So, yesterday morning, as usual is my standby mode which is a preparation before i'm working again for 24 hours today. i'm quite not feeling well yesterday so i'm a bit late to come to office. Usually, we have daily meeting at 8.15 in the morning but it's actually compulsory only for those who working in office hours and those who just finished their 24 hours duty.
So, around 9.30 am, i'm down to office since i have a lot of work to be done. Mostly, everyday i never skip to come to office because i have a lot of cases to be looked into. Around 1230 noon time, i received an order letter from our admin and she sent it to me by whats app which is, it's an order for me to attend "marching exercises" which is, it's a punishment for those who did not attend the morning meeting earlier.
I'm quit of shocked, angry and at the same times i feel so much embarrassed. But, i have no choice. It's an order also a rules that i have to follow and i cannot say NO to it. Luckily, It's not me alone.
So, with broken heart i changed my clothes, take the M.16 guns and just take the punishment for 1 hour.
Until this moment i still feel very angry and i can't accept the punishment. no matter how good you are, when you do a little mistake, u finished!
But, no matter i like it or not, things already happened. Life must go on......forget and cheer up. I'm not died anywhere. It's just........a moment to remember...
Like my son said, "cheer up dad, be happy like i am". 馃構
