I Want You, But I'm Scared...

You should know....
That I'm also scared ...

I'm scared...
If future isn't like what I imagined

I'm scared...
You'll leave before I can make you happy

So many things I want to do with you

I still want to take you dinner at restaurant,
See you dress up beautiful just for me,
See you smiling across the table just for me
We will let our food cool,
Because we are just chatting

I still want to see you lying next to me,
With my hands rubbing your head
Until you fall asleep in peace
Then, when you wake up
I'll ask you what breakfast you want to eat

I want to see your back to move around the kitchen like a dance,
Cook just for me on Sunday afternoon
Then, I'll pretend to say your dish is not good
Just so I can see your funny face pouting

I want to give you a million more nicknames,
Something without you knowing
I do it because you are adorable

I want to get to know you closer
Want to know what your favorite movie,
Do you like chocolate?
And how many guys had a crush on you?

But I'm afraid

What if...
All that would just be my imagination?

What if...
My apology not enough to make up for the years of us ?

What if...
You miss your parents
And more like to be with them than me ?

My dear doll ...
Please give me more time
If you say "forever" is too impossible
So let me have you for now

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