hey hey, it's ruan.
a lot has changed since i was eleven! (shockingly.) i'm going to re-introduce myself.
first off, just read through my old posts and i am LIVID. they're funny to look back on all these years later, but i'm still cringing immensely.
although i am very different, a few things that has stayed more-or-less the same is the youtubers i watch(ed). i still to this day, watch and enjoy LDShadowLady, IHasCupquake, LaurenzSide, and Gloom. something i though was funny is that i just finished watching IHascupquakes "Little Nightmares 2" play-through then saw i had mentioned the first game here.
also, i don't talk (or type.) with proper grammar... sorry.
i also don't really capitalise letters because i think they look ugly. do expect mainly lower-case.
i have almost no idea how this website works.
(putting it softly.)
but here is a little about me anyway!
my name is ruan, and i'm a whopping fifteen!
i feel old.
i enjoy gaming and anime, as the average teen does.(?) i also cosplay, which is the main reason i am returning here. though, if you wanna check out my cosplays i mostly post them on tiktok, if you wanna check me out my account is @marowaked
if you couldn't tell by that username, i am a pokemon enjoyer. my favourite of the anime is indigo league! although i haven't actually seen basically any of the other seasons... (i plan on watching them soon!).
also, my username... i never use it anymore, i normally use something to do with fairies rather than pixies now, and i was quite heartbroken when my mother told me i couldn't change the username.
i also like reading. but i mostly read fanfics, sometimes i read manga though. (+some occasional random books.) the only manga i actually own right now is a few haikyu!! manga. it is not where i put a lot of my money... to put it lightly.
I DON'T KNOW HOW I HAVEN'T MENTIONED THIS YET, BUT I LIKE GENSHIN IMPACT.
cough cough, i have spent a good few hundred dollars on the game...
to be honest, money well spent.
my current team is hu tao(c0), xingqiu(c5?)/kokomi(c0), sucrose(c2?), and ayaka(c0).
that probably is very confusing if you aren't familiar with the game, i am now realising that.
some other games i very much enjoy include: omori, sally face, the walking dead, (specifically the games, if you try to talk to me about the show i will be clueless.) hatsune miku project sekai, pokemon, undertale, deltarune, and a many many more.
i really do love undertale and deltarune. genuinly i could talk about those silly little games and the silly little characters and their silly little lives for so so long. (and i have! to a few people.) but! i shall not here. for now, anyway.
some animes i like a lot include: sk8 the infinity, toilet bound hanako-kun, and demon slayer, but i like a lot more!
i plan on watching spy x family soon, i hear it's good but i am yet to get around to watch it.
ah yes, i still do gymnastics, by the way. i have improved greatly since i was eleven. (i think?).
i also make video edits... though i haven't in a hot second, aha... my edit account on tiktok is @starsfizz or my ~super old~ edit account on instagram is @k0dzukn i believe. (seriously, it's really old. i think my last post on that account was late 2020. though i suppose it's not as old as this account that was left to rot.)
hmm, okay. a few other things i enjoy...
crystals! i like crystals. also tarot, but i don't feel like gushing about that right now.
i like the sims 4, i don't have a computer (shoutout to my mom 
ALSO, update on my whole "i hate pink" situation... my room is painted pink and it is filled with many pink decorations. it's not my favourite colour, but i do enjoy it.
i actually wanted my room to be green but i didn't like the paint options so i went with pink instead. half regretting that now, but it's okay!
as much as i do love talking, i'm going to have to wrap this up for now. my back hurts from this stupid chair (it's a piano stool, i don't have a chair for my desk.) and it has gotten quite late. it's almost midnight. :')
see you.
-- love always, ruan.
ps, one of those "random books" is: the perks of being a wallflower.
i am not going to sign every post like that, i just thought it was fun this once.
(double shoutout to my mom for managing my account.)
