I was just thinking that I am pretty good at thinking but not so good at thoughtful.
I will try this though.
I am not doing the monthly prompt from 
I am pretty good at being patient for what will be will be. Sure I might get caught up in the whole trying to change something facade. Working with people is a wasted effort though.
When you attempt to change a large group of people without force there is no result but failure.
Most of today's problems fall into that category, breaking points required.
I did say I will try to be thoughtful so I think something a normal person would consider thoughtful is to relate things to themselves and ideally say things slowly as to show due consideration.
Currently, I flip-flop between inciting discourse on Twitter and thinking "Oh dang I need to get the hell out of this country."
Now there is a lot I could say about how to manage a country with violence let alone one targeting specifically my demographic.
They like to call it race as though this is some distinguishing factor but I know first-hand that anything can be used to discriminate or "distinguish". It is the first thing I do when I see, hear, speak or read anything from anyone.
With that in mind, the distinguishing factor would be a general lack of intelligence with an increased factor of malicious intent.
That is to say, the reason to leave any country is not the reason they give you.
What really irks me is how much I don't really feel any urgency and sometimes I am too patient, because you know what will be will be.
However, when it comes to destruction I would vote for right now, when it comes to my own peace of mind I reframe the situation and seeing as I am not bleeding out right this second surely there is no rush.
I assume this is a devil-you-know situation and since I inherently control the devils I know because you can't be having rouge people in your life then I am fine with isolation as a means of safety.
I just realised my idea of thoughtful might not make sense to anyone else. Oh well, what will be will be.
