The word Blasé popped into my head earlier. It is one of those words I have always just felt means something. It describes a feeling after all. Most likely I have used it wrong before but within context it got the point across.
This time I googled the definition because the closest to a real definition I could give is: "Meh!"
Turns out I was pretty close. It is basically apathy but because of already having experienced too much excitement or the likes.
I like apathy it is one of my favourite words, it sounds so spiffy.
Sometimes, you need something a bit more. Apathy can seem quite mundane and pedestrian but no one can say that about blasé.
Now I don't go around being excited about things in general. In fact every chance I get I will down play or reject such childish ideas of excitement. It does not mean things can't be overwhelming it just means I don't acknowledge feeling any attachment to it other than a passing interest.
Alas, today I am feeling quite aristocratic, and find my current activities to be blasé.