I have never seen snow, been in snow or pissed in snow.
I have been to a foam party which is pretty much the same thing. I guess it is Christmas and other things so yeah you do that. Have fun and stuff but for me, the only reason the day matters is because in my country it is a public holiday. That means I get to have off and not just that tomorrow is also a holiday. They call it freedom day or some shit. I don't think the name matters, it is just another day off from work. Yippee me.
The ultimate in good this year is the fact that I do not have to spend any one of my off days with people in my vicinity, especially not with people that believe that family matters. All in all a pretty good day off.
Carpe Diem
The only thing I seized was a fuckton of sleep, and yes I do chastise myself for wasting the time sleeping when I should be using the time off to do something productive like immigrating.
I guess apart from making an obligatory Xmas post I also need to start thinking about resolutions. I don't really like being tied down, commitment issues maybe. So I think a better approach is to have new years what-ifs.
What if
What if I just keep doing what I am doing?
I will most likely gather the courage to kill myself. Not a bad thing, honest, but it does sound a bit drama queen. Nothing against queens but you know what they are like, very anal. No, something else would be nice.
What if I stop smoking. What if I go to the gym. What if I actually finish a project. Now I can dream a bit also you know. Like what if I got a job I liked. Dream a bit, not go mental. Maybe a job I like for half the time?
That seems like a fair trade-off... Then again technically I do have one, I like it just fine when I am home which is half the time I am awake.
Resolutions are hard. What if I just put a pin in it all and when something I would like to change comes up I do it just a bit different. Like now I won't be lighting my cancer stick with the convenience of a lighter but instead, I will make it inconvenient and use the oven.
Another thing I wonder is: What if I was nicer, but this does depend on how isolated I am. I am a very nice person when I am alone, you should see me...
Right now though, what if, I just shut the fuck up.