what do I want to do next for my soul?

So many times I feel like different people have different needs regarding nourishing the soul. Reading your thoughts and conclusions here, I see a soul that's been left for starvation. I feel I'm familiar with at least some of the circumstances you've been facing and going through, and in that context the things I've observed had been the following: the average individual in the country is made to tout his or her situation of minimum wage as a privilege, which can be taken away as a punishment when one is not compliant with that "one" system of getting ahead. Such status quo is particularly important for conservative individuals, activists and politicians because the problem they all face once a common individual gets means for nourishing, exploring and enriching the power of soul is rebellion and desire to change how the "system" works. Therefore, in order for things and status quo to stay the same and rather predictable, it is imperative that the commoner stays busy struggling to deal with basic material needs in life. I believe that this had been one of the common things among most of the countries in Eastern Europe for many years, and unfortunately things like that being conservative values without realizing that those are not much more than remnants of the era of serfdom.