Everything is so damn true, there's no damn hope it's a bad dream.
I feel such an anguished pain.
I can feel the uncontrollable desire to throw everything into emptiness inside me.
It baffles me to think that this is the end. Without warning, without being able to say goodbye.
Yesterday I saw you smiling and so full of life, and now look at yourself in that box, so cold, so indifferent.
And even if you were here, even if you warned me, I could not say goodbye, I'm not prepared, I'll never be.
Your death only represents the beginning of my end.
I will live condemned to your involuntary abandonment.
Now I just want to dream you every night, every second. Although when I wake up you break my heart with your absence.
Remembering you is the happiness that causes me the most sadness.
I remember how I looked at you, it was like if you put the stars in the sky, now I only look at him hoping to find you in one of them.
Never before have I felt so handcuffed, so useless. Wanting to protect you from the impossible.
Death reached you faster than I could hold you, I wish I had never let you go.
You were that gift that only life can give, but that it can also take away.
I only ask God to keep me a place by your side.
You were my life sister, my fight partner. And even if you're not by my side, we'll continue to win the battles together. Because a part of you.
It will always live inside me.
Together Forever.
