TO LIVE OR NOT TO LIVE

Hello guys, @pasaift here. Came up with this poem, though it actually has nothing to do with me. The idea just popped.

Credit

At crossroads I now stand
Faced with making a decision
A decision to live or not to live

She was everything to me
My one and only lover
A beacon in the dark

How could she betray my love
How could she lie with another
After all that we've been through

Due to feelings I felt for her
Forgiveness is something I could grant
Despite the reproach I faced

I thought we were on the same page
Till she dropped the bomb on me
I no longer have feelings for you

I felt the Earth shake at those words
Or was it my heart that just shattered
I do not feel the same way again

Life seems to no longer have meaning
A dilemma I now face
should I live on or take a bow.
@pasaift