I sometimes face the value of my life
facing the true destiny of ever soul
consuming my own identity - letting
fear over power my knowledge of hope
control is my issue - i think to myself
will this pain ever pass why am i so
afraid of my past not the past when i was young
past of a future that lies beneath my
every breath i want to feel control of my surroundings
to walk freely against the wind
many times my heart races and i feel like
i am dying within some days
are better night time still scares me
though laughter is running out
of time - i still get a glimpse of a memory that wont
let me go even if i feel like
i am lost or alone.
