For the past few days, I've been feeling down, emotionally and mentally and it has affected me physically a lot. I've tried finding the root of the problem but it seems they're either too much or too little to find as I couldn't pick out a particular one and that adds to the issue.
I get this feeling often, too often and I'm lying on the bare floor right now wondering if I was born to be sad, like, can't I get a break? Like a whole year or even a month at least ....
........ And I feel like screaming my lungs out (if possible) but after doing that, I might find myself in the afterlife right? So no, I won't. Also, what's with my appetite these days? 🤔 (Rhetorical question (☉｡☉)!)
Eisshh.... I almost forgot, my long time friend came to visit yesterday from Porto-Novo in Benin Republic (she schools there) it was the first time I've had a friend visit me here so it was fun but the fun was directly proportional to the stress 😬 because we had to go to the market to get clothes and shoes for her upcoming Matric.
We forgot about pictures till she was on her way so I took a picture of her smiling in this rickety bus 😅.
Also...... Today's my sister in-law's birthday (yesterday was her marriage anniversary) so I ate cake 😌.
Well, In the process of Feeling this way, I remembered something that happened a long time ago that I'd love to share and with that, I had an idea, (maybe not an idea, just a thought) of sharing certain events in my past that I randomly remember and I'm going to call it "Random memories" because they're memories and it comes randomly 😅.
Aha..... Before I go, I found a beautiful song I'd like to share with you 🤗 it's titled "Dark can be beautiful" by Alec Chambers.
Good night and thank you very much for reading my late night thought (✿ ♡‿♡)(｡♡‿♡｡).
I love you and hope you have a beautiful day tomorrow 🤗
