I still enjoyed the coolness of the breeze blowing in the lake that afternoon. Render in the chest of the field. Enjoy the warm embrace. His distinctive fragrance always makes me miss him. I saw a sweet smile carved into her lips. My heart is always calm and peaceful when with him. I slowly rubbed his runny forehead. Develop a smile at him. "ILYAS ZULFIKAR HANDY" man who is now half of my soul and the owner of my heart. I used to hate it. But apparently hate is really love. "I love you…!!!" I said to him who was absorbed in enjoying the breeze blowing. "So do I ...!" The reply. "Even though you are far from me ... but my heart is close to you ...!" "Although the distance separates us ... but our hearts remain one ..." He said softly and carved a smile that made me peaceful. "Promise me to always be with me forever and let the time separate us". "Don't ever be afraid of losing me ... because in fact I was created for You ... and if I say other things ... I'm waiting for you in eternity ... !!!" He said and immediately held me in his arms.
I looked at the watch that was coiled around my left wrist. 12 o'clock in the afternoon. I took my BB that just rang. One message from Handi. "Wait for me 5 minutes more ... !!!". I smiled thinly read the message from him. The atmosphere of the park looks quiet. There is only one patient accompanied by a nurse. Looks like he is blind. I'm very sorry to see it. Moreover, his age is the same age as Handi ... Slowly I took a deep breath and started to breathe along with the wind caressing my long hair with tenderness. I saw the steps that ran a little towards me. "Hi ... it's been a long time, hasn't it? Forgive me?" He said after sitting next to me. "Yeah ... you look so tired ...?" I say while rubbing his forehead with my handkerchief. "Yes ... there was a patient of mine whose disease recurred ... !!!" He said and smiled thinly at me. "You're hungry right? shall we just eat it? " Invite me who has stood tall. "..." Handi shook her head. "..." I frowned. Seeing him enjoying the breeze. "I am tired…!!!" He said spoiled. I sat back down. Holding his right cheek. "What can I do to erase your tired Doctor BATH?" I say that managed to make him chuckle. "I want to continue with you ... together in the arms of love ... united in the sincerity of affection and ... !!!". "United in a circle of sincere love, love and affection from the bottom of the hearts of two people who love each other ...!" I added and laughed with him. The hug was so tight that I had a hard time breathing. "Promise to always be with me ...". "Yeah ..." He pressed my nose.
I paired a silver ring adorned with red pearls in the middle to Handi's pinky finger. And that he also did with me. We looked at each other and smiled. All applause was given to us from the guests present.
At 12 pm the event has finished. Me and Handi headed for the park behind my house. Began to sit on a long chair in the park. We are engrossed in staring at the millions of stars that decorate the black sky. I put my head on his shoulder until he got a hand curled around me. I looked up at his face, still staring at the stars. "Handi ... !!!" "What???". "If later we get married ... will things as beautiful and as beautiful as we have ever been through will happen when we are married ... let alone your position as a doctor ... surely you will be busy with all your business ... clearly ... your patients ...! !! " I explained at length and began to look at him. While he only smiled at me. Slowly his hands wrapped around my body. "Don't ever be afraid of my heavenly angel ... I will never cuckold you with my work ..." he said as he stroked my long hair. "I love you IMAGE LADIVA FANISYA ... Promise to be a companion in my life forever ... and I promise I will always take care of you ..." He said kneeling before me by giving me a red rose. I could not hold water in my eyes. Handi is indeed the guardian of my heart. Only he is a man who can make me peaceful. Now his embrace made me carry in the cradle of true love. I truly believe, he was the match made by the almighty creator for me. Afterlife.
Now I began to move my feet to the wedding dress order that I will wear when my wedding day with Handi arrived. With a smile that spreads on my lips. I greeted the wedding dress kiosk owner who was none other than my own best friend. Melisa "Hi Lis," I say, splashing her chips on her. "Hi ... where is Handi?" He asked when we were sitting in the chair in his office. "He has an operating schedule ... Maybe in an hour he will follow ..." I explained to him who was now taking two soft drinks from the refrigerator in his office. "Cit ... instead of being in the confinement you still met with Handi ... farewell you know ..." said Melisa, smiling teasingly at me. "Hahaha ... what else can I do ... all of his affairs have been handed over to me and certainly with Handi ... Our parents are no less busy ... !!!" I explained while reading the latest issue of the magazine. "When will you follow Rafka Mel ...?" I asked, who managed to make him smile shyly. Somehow he behaved like that. Though the relationship exists longer than me and Handi. "Soon we will also be engaged, Cit ... maybe one week after your marriage to Handi ..." he said and made me smile mischievously at him.
Tonight's moon shines brightly. As if to be king among the millions of stars that surround him. I enjoyed this beautiful night on the balcony of my room. Tomorrow is the most beautiful day that I will never forget. Become a princess who is next to a king. I started to smile to myself. I feel like I can't wait to get through tomorrow with Handi. I stepped my feet when I found my phone rang. "Hello, Sis Mira, what's up?" I asked a little stiff from hearing the sobs that might be the cry of Sister Mira. Brother Handi What happened?
"Handi had an accident while returning from the hospital ... the doctor said it was because her brain cancer had recurred ..." said Sister Mira who was holding me tight. As if struck by lightning I could not do anything ... why did this happen. Brain cancer?. Why did I just know that ... "The police found this ... maybe this is for you Cit ... !!!" Said Kak Mira gave me a letter wrapped in a light blue envelope and a silver-lined silver pendant containing a picture of me with Handi.
This is my day later. Where my marriage will go smoothly with someone I really love. But fate said otherwise. The white dress that I will wear with her is now black. Happiness that may color today instead becomes sad cries and tears. I gently rubbed the tombstone stuck in the brown earth. I still stare at the colorful flowers on the brown mound. My tears won't stop. Why does it have to be this fast. Didn't he promise to take care of me. Accompany my day. Always with me in having beautiful days in the household ark. "ILYAS ZULFIKAR HANDY". The name on the tombstones that I was still staring at was clear. "Handi, you're bad ... why did you break the promise you made to me ... don't you most dislike people who break promises?" I say while wiping my tears. I felt a gentle touch on my shoulder. White light dazzled my eyes. The soft hand grip just got loose. My mouth is unable to say. "Handi ...". Only the smile he gave me while leaving to go to the bright light. "Handi ... wait for me ..." I said to him who was now lost in the white light ...
I looked at the mirror in my room. My eyes are very swollen. My head is very heavy. I see a very beautiful moon greeting me through my open bedroom window. I stepped my foot near the window of my room. A breeze greeted me full of tenderness. I looked at the light that was shining brightly in the black sky. And I smiled faintly when I saw a star that was shining brightly close to the moon. I remember the letter that Mira gave me at the hospital yesterday. I reached into my shirt pocket. Now I begin to open the letter wrapped in light blue envelopes. My favorite color and Handi. And the pendant I'm still staring at. I can't hold back these tears. A drop of my tears has stained a letter from Handi that I still stare at with a million homesick for him. I took a red rose in a flower vase on a table near my bed that Handi had given me a few days ago. I began to sit on the balcony of my room. And start reading letters from Handi.
"To: LADIVA IMAGE FANISYA
"Angel Sugaku ..."
When God brings us together ...
At that moment, love just quietly grows,
Love does choose the right heart
But actually it is fate that unites ...
I found a heavenly angel ...
Which probably so far many are after him ...
But God only allowed me to get it ...
And I promised to take care of it ...
However ... I did not promise to ...
Because I realize who I am ...
I can only say ...
But it was He who mastered everything
My heavenly angel ... I don't want to see you cry ... forgive me for not being able to keep my promise to you. I really never told you. I just don't want to burden you. Every night I pray to him. So that I was given the opportunity to look after you. Although only briefly. I also ask that God not call me when our day of happiness arrives. But if indeed it really happened. I can only surrender to his destiny. I'm gone does not mean the end of everything. I love you and I love you ... I'm sure if there are more than me who can take care of you. But only one door. Do not forget me…
From: HANDI ILYAS ZULFIKAR
I looked at the letter that was wet because of my tears. I did not expect this destiny. Handi ... I will never forget you ... you are the owner of my heart forever ...
What should I make ...
When you are no longer by my side forever
Tears flowing out
Now still painting in sadness
Why does destiny unite ...
If finally separate
Why must be separated
When LOVE we are really beautiful ...
Don't say there is a substitute after Your departure
Because I can't deny the only thing in my heart is you
And if God allows me to meet You ...
Walk me in eternity ...
and if God wills ... I will soon follow you ... because it is "LET ME AM IN EVENT ..."
(END ...)
