That morning, it was raining heavily, all the activities that were normally carried out in the morning were all hampered. Including me, I who have to work and leave early in the morning also seems to have to arrive late because of the rain. I know, everyone's prayer this morning is "O God, please stop the rain for just a while, I have to go!" Yupss, just right when I saw the notification Blackberry Blaze (BBM), Homepage Fb, Twitter all pairs status like that .. But, it seems like God heard everyone's prayer, finally the rain stopped! eghhh yeah, I forgot, it's a long story, not acquaintance, my name is Mira, I'm 20 years old now, still young right .. I'm currently working in a private company. I have a boyfriend, his name is Abi, I really love my girlfriend. We haven't been on the road for 6 months. I'm in the same office with my boyfriend. so I insisted on working, so I could meet him, hehehee, you could say dating one office was an additional encouragement to come to work. For you, if you want to try, please feel the difference (hahaha ... Promotion ...). But remember not to be too intimate, if you are again gathering with friends from an office.
As usual, in the morning, he and I were just ordinary. I did my work and he went to the field, so ... if from morning to noon, I rarely see him. Luckily this morning because it was raining, he didn't go to the field and I could still see him when I came, Those days are what I live, until that day comes. In the morning I got an SMS from Do'i, which said he said goodbye because he wanted to go home because his grandmother was sick. I'm not surprised anymore because he once said that he really wanted to go home, because he wanted to visit his mbah who was sick. That morning, I deliberately left more early, because I wanted to see him before he left, while taking care of his ticket.
Arriving at the office I immediately arrived at him "Yank, already ordered the ticket ..?" I asked, not forgetting to give my morning smile to him "already, thank you, sir, who ordered it again" he answered softly, "Have you got it, mas ...?" while approaching his work desk mas rizal "already ni, stay paid" he replied while giving a ticket "already yuk yank, we pay for the ticket" I took to abi to pay for the ticket.
Ticket payment is finished, order travel already, just wait for the pickup. There was no inkling what at that time, everything went as usual, just my mood was a little upset because I wanted to be left by my girlfriend and finally the travel pickup came, and that's the last time I saw him ... !!!
Initially everything went smoothly, Communication between me and him continued, until that night, I wanted to sleep and still had time to communicate with him "Honey, I went to sleep first, cuz I was really sleepy, Good night, Miss U ..." my message sent first for him not long after he replied "yes, dear, I slept well ... good night, Miss U tu ..." maybe that was the last message I received from him.
The next morning, as usual I sent a message to him first, just to wake him up, but ... already an hour my message has not yet been returned, I did not answer the phone, I just think, it's normal for him to just when he got home at noon. When I pointed out at 1 o'clock and I checked on my cellphone there was no message from him. Hemm ... there I began to wonder, "Really 'at this hour he hasn't woken up ...?" I asked in my heart ...
Time passed ... but he hasn't replied to my message at all, I am positive thinking again, maybe he was busy until he didn't reply to me, Malem was like that how come he hasn't replied back from me, there I was getting annoyed "Where the hell is this person, how come the call has not been responded to at all, is he angry with me ...? but angry because of what ..? the feeling of last night was fine ... there was no problem, but how come he is being driven by me ..? Where are you? What are you doing…? how come you didn't contact me at all ...? " I grumbled in my heart, a thousand questions raged in my mind.
When I arrived at the office, I just pouted, my mind was still focused on my problem with him, what is this actually ...? how come it's like this ...? Already frustrated in my heart, my PC doesn't want to turn on again, this day is really unlucky, you can imagine how I feel like ..? I feel like it, I want to scream out loud. but embarrassed ah ... later suspected of being possessed again or a crazy person ... iewww .. don't want me to ... !!! , but they say they don't know, anyway they rarely communicate with him ...! "Haduhhh ... God ... what exactly happened ... how come everyone like this ... !!! What is my fault God ... "I cried in my heart.
I don't know what dream I had that night, until that afternoon one of my co-workers, let's say his name is Pak Anam, he said "Mira, I'll come home soon, because there is something I want to talk to you about" "oh ready sir" I replied with a little laugh because he rarely wants to drop me home, but what do you want him to talk to me about ...?
The clock showed me 5 o'clock and it was time for me to go home, and even anam was ready to be ready to send me home, Out of curiosity, when I was on the road I asked him "Sir, what do you want to say, Mira is curious ..." I asked curious "Later, just wait at home, it's not good when on the road ... but you can't be angry huh!" He answered while looking into the future because he was carrying a motorcycle, Wow ... what is this? why do you have to say anything at home then what do you mean by that I don't get angry I asked myself, because I'm really curious, I'm trying to provoke fishing rod pak anam. "Come on, sir, what the heck is that ...?, Why does it have to be at home ... Does this have something to do with Abi ...?" My chirping .. I immediately spontaneously said abi, "Yes ... but you calm down first, I'll tell you everything but at home yes, that's right, that's related to abi, there my feelings began to be uncertain, because I could not wait to hear the story, I told Pak anam to quickly bring the motorbike quickly to get home and he could tell me everything, what actually happened and when he got home, I immediately told the pack to enter and quickly tell me the story everyone "Mira, brother Abi is having a disaster, there is no one who can contact him, now brother Abi can not be disturbed first, until the problem is solved .. !!" said pak anam, like a lightning bolt during the day, my tears immediately fell and my tears broke out there, it felt like I could not believe what was happening ... I kept mentioning her name, My regret began to enter my heart, why everything could be like this ... there revealed all why he did not contact me ... not with my guess,
My days passed after I heard the news, no doubt my feelings were still sad, it still felt unbelievable, with what was happening ... but ... whatever I thought, that was indeed the reality that had to be faced ... !! I can't be whiny ... I have to be strong, right now all I can do is pray and pray ... so that my brother can get out quickly from the problem he is facing and we can all gather again with him ... Amen O Allah ...
Honey ... I will always wait for you here, until whenever ... I will always love you, whatever happens, whatever your condition, I will take care of our love, until you come back again, come with your smile that I miss and you bring your love back to me ... I am waiting for you in my city ... The city where we first met, the taste grows, then we unite that feeling. Now I will pass my days with a smile for you.
