I prefer being to myself on this month granted my father's birthday daughter and my own is within this month just a lot of thoughts run thru my head on this month and I'm usually doing a bunch of running around also my father passed so that's a buzz kill then getting things together for her special day is stressful i don't expect anyone to even notice my day no one ever does other than my grandparents so that'll make you wonder you'd think people would focus on other things given the fact I'm homeless but it doesn't stop the children's mother's from badgering me about what I'm a do yeah life's just ironic to me that way i suppose well guess i'll do what i can for her wonder how this is gonna pan out
