Would you come back? Some day? Soon? Any day? Would I continue to hear the sound of your voice whenever I'm alone in a room? Would I mistake your appearance for another? I can't see. I can't seem to find solitude or peace that you're gone. Why do you have to go!? Tell me, Jonah! I want to listen to you speak every minute of the day, I want to look forward to seeing the beauty that is your face every second of the day. I want to punch something, someone. I need an explanation. I need you to come here and tell me the reason why, just why you had to leave.
It's painful, I feel sadness every second of the day. I wish I had a gun, a detonator. Nobody, nobody is surviving. Tell me, what's it like to have power? To be able to take a life within a flick of your fingers? Tell me, why wasn't I chosen too? You didn't have to go with them. We could always win the war from within the walls of the castle. You powerful stupid jerk. You just wanted to leave, didn't you? You wanted to leave me, to get away from here, to let the castle collapse with me in it. I hate you. I despise everything that is you.
I can be powerful too. I can grow wings. I will grow my wings, learn how to use them and I will come for you. You are mine whether you like it or not, you have no say or right to object. And I will make it happen.
Stop this. Stop it now. I'm sure you are probably on your knees, cackling with laughter and the joke being me. I'm sure you think you have it all figured out, that you could get away with abandoning me. You stupid fool, who do you think I am? Some peasant that was picked from the street and asked to play royalty?
Tell me Jonah, why did you make such decision? Why did you throw away every thing? Including me? Tell me.
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