
Rio is still stiff stiff to realize the new reality that must be accepted. The separation must truly be a final witness of his togetherness with someone whom he has loved more and more, and always will be. At that time Rio also had to try to explore the lonely night without any togetherness he had felt at that time, of course when the togetherness was still intact.
The sacred promise that had been said in his heart was fading away, his own time consuming it. Rio would never tire of trying to prevent it, but he realized that that fate could not be refused. As if the separation became a river that stretched wide and felt real before his eyes, Rio had to cross it with the existing strength. That feeling is still one, even sincerity, but why should the wound smear? Why should there be a wound which then dabs the color in his heart, isn't Rio so far already quite calm with that feeling?
In front of him there is still a woman who will leave her some time later, yes this is the togetherness that must be achieved for now. Rio was quite aware, there should never have been a feeling attached to the woman. That feeling had long settled at the bottom of his heart.
"So where are you going, Fy?" He asked to the point, his grip tighter and more signified his heart was still reluctant to accept new solitude in the time file that had not yet been collected. "You won't leave me, will you?" He continued.
The woman who is familiarly called Ify just shook her head. "I will never leave you, leaving you is leaving something that has been attached to the wall of my life."
Rio smiled thinly at that. "Tell me, seriously! I need your seriousness. You won't leave me, will you? " He asked, still breathing half hunting.
"It's impossible to happen." He replied with a big smile.
"But, Fy, if it were reality, what should I do?" Rio looked at Ify seriously. "If the separation is the real destiny in front of you, can it be done for me?" He continued by putting on a serious face.
Ify changed his sitting position to be more relaxed and more advanced, then gently rubbed Rio's hand which was holding one of his hands. Ify realizes, there is a form of sincerity illustrated through this situation. Possible situation will kill one party in the next few moments.
"Until the separation is present, we will remain who we are." Said Ify in a half-whispered tone.
"Fy, tell me, are you okay?"
Ify shakes his head. "I'm fine, Yo. I just can't bear to see you like this, you should never be in a position that will also kill you. Especially if you are a man, then you have no right to accept this situation. "
"However, I still won't change my wholeness to sincerely love you, despite the fact that in front of my eyes there is a river flowing that limits my time to love you." He replied seriously.
"Promise, Yo." Ify smiled happily, his eyes could not be separated from the owner of the eagle's eyes.
Rio nodded. "But, you won't leave, right?" Ify shakes his head. "The scholarship you received signifies your departure, Fy. Signing that separation is there. " Rio's face turned one hundred eighty degrees, now more predominantly moody.
"What's wrong with Rio?"
"I beg of you, don't go. I'm not ready to be alone. I am not ready to explore and also let the meaning of solitude be. "
Ify smiled thinly again, watching a handsome face that is now being colonized by a destiny where that face now turned into a face full of sadness. If only time had never sided with him, maybe the freedom to be together would always feel real before his eyes.
But why should destiny break its togetherness? Why is destiny now killing itself, if Ify never wants it? One day, Ify believes, that his memory will never be separated from the man who for the past few years fills his heart. Plan after plan that has been neatly arranged now must be back in disarray, deprived of that sad fate.
"I will never leave. You misunderstood this. " Ify is increasingly sorry for Rio. "I'm just going to start a new step, it doesn't mean that I will leave you too."
Rio seizes Ify's hand gets stronger. "Tell me, you will go."
"I will never leave, Rio."
"I'm still in doubt, Fy. I'm still not willing to let go of you, especially the fact that there must be a few days I'm quiet in the future. I haven't been able to fully accept your departure, the love I have hasn't been able to give you any happiness, Fy. " Rio said.
"One time will bring us to a deeper point of maturity. As long as it's fate. "
In Rio's heart, a regret was engraved why there must be affection clearly engraved only for that woman? The woman also indeed reciprocate her feelings, even more often spend the remaining time. But the whole is not wrong destiny.
Quiet the time that must be passed increasingly feels closer and recognize him more deeply, Rio has no right to avoid it. However destiny will always land on the surface of his life, carving out all the provisions that will surely happen in his life.
Forever time will never stop spinning, during the same time Rio must try desperately how to let go, even though in reality this is something that is very piercing for him. The separation flowed through the wall of time and seeped through the quiet settles.
When togetherness is no longer celebrated with swift and also full of excitement, why should there be an end that corners one of the parties? Separation is natural, but naturally separation should be why stop the togetherness that has flowed?
The time of graduation is getting closer and the desire to go to college together is increasingly apparent. Ify is aware of it, and so is Rio. Now both of them are sitting on the back school bench park, enjoying the remaining togetherness. Something that should be felt will now disappear in the future. Even so, Rio could never catch up with Ify abroad.
"Moment after moment that we have knitted all this time has been locked in my heart into a memory." Ify sighed for a moment. "And the feeling that we have planted all this time will produce new seeds, which I know I will never wither."
Rio is still stunned. His mind was still sinking in a direction where only togetherness and togetherness were achieved in the remaining time behind, which would surely carve a memory in the window of his heart.
"Even though I'm not always perfect, but only you can accept me here, Fy." Said Rio weakly, his breathing sounded more rhythmic. While his mind is still busy churning hope for hope for the future, where there is only himself and also his shadow.
"One time I will take the time to be able to enjoy togetherness that feels cramped for us." Ify smiled faintly, as if his words had become a sacred promise carved beautifully in his heart. Ify believes in the matter of time, where time will give him a vacancy and as long as that Ify can enjoy being with Rio.
"Promise?" Rio looked at Ify seriously.
Ify nodded. "Yeah, I would never want there to be an empty time without your presence here, after all, we haven't let ourselves in an empty time, have we?"
"Whatever your decision, I will always support you here, achieve it through prayer. Here I will be the person you wish for. You want to see me become a photographer right? One time, I will never ever want to take an object containing separation like us, I will never want that. " He said hopefully.
"Thanks."
"And you will be your new self, which might be even better away from this. I pray for that. " Rio rubbed Ify's shoulder gently.
Ify takes Rio's hand. "Time will be a barrier for us, but you don't need to worry, Yo. I will try my best not to forget you. "
"Why don't you just forget me, Fy?"
Ify shakes his head. "No, it is impossible. The time that becomes our limit will continue to strengthen the feelings and depth of sincerity for you. The more spinning, the deeper this feeling too. "
Rio smiled happily. This is something that can make it float. Rio just forced a smile, while far from that he was trying desperately to hold a frozen cry.
"Wherever you go, I will be there for you. Yes, even though I'm only in the form of an uncertain shadow for you. "
"Your sincerity allows me to make sense of life further and more than ever before. May you remain the last for me. " Said Ify hopefully.
"Thanks." He replied softly.
Rio turned his gaze to still pay attention to Ify's steps directed at him. The National Examination was successfully passed and the separation was getting closer and more began to be touched by the air.
"It turns out that the national exam is easy for us to pass, huh, Yo." Said Ify for approval.
Without realizing it, Rio increasingly lost in thought. In the old days, Rio still kept hope for hope that could not be allowed to be buried because of time. He will put a piece of sincerity as a decoration of time for a heart that is perched on solitude. Hopefully Rio is able to pass a long enough time, yes despite the fact without being together.
"Yes, now we just have to pass the toughest test. I don't think I'll be able to. "
"Let's cross, Yo!" Said Ify in a tone of enthusiasm, even though he was doubtful about his own words.
"I want to order juice, what do you want, Fy?" He asked after getting up from his seat. This is his habit from childhood. Rio and Ify both always took the time to eat together after the completion of the Final Exam, and this was the final test in the high school days, a time when Ify and Rio had to pawn the memories on the timeline.
Ify think for a moment. "I'll just have sweet tea, Yo."
"Okay, wait for me."
Now Ify himself in his silence, a few moments later Rio must have brought back the drink that Ify had ordered according to Ify's own taste.
"If we never knew you, Yo. Maybe this destiny will never be able to kill your life, even this destiny also feels bitter to me. More precisely, this destiny is a world test that I must pass. I am motivated by this, but I shouldn't also feel preoccupation with this destiny. " He said. His cry slowly began to break and empties into a series of notes that blend with his words.
Slowly, Ify closed his eyes for a moment. "When I was unable to step, you once encouraged me, Yo. When I am lost between the paths to happiness for me, you show it through your ways and simplicity. When I shed my tears, you covered it with a joke that you specifically made to escape the tears that I had made. When I am able to enjoy time with you, you are able to color the time I have. And now, when the pain is celebrated by each of our hearts, it feels like I'm the one at fault here. Me, Yo. "
Drop by drop dampened Ify's hand, which she placed on the table. Ify looked up, hoping the rain fell only to disguise his eyes that began to feel sore and also tears that kept flowing on his cheeks. Ify could not restrain the speed of his movement, because the pain will continue to settle in his heart.
"When we are unable to move, we support one another. When we fall, we awaken each other. When happiness is difficult for us to knit, we look for it in the freezing of time. When our feelings are selfish, we calm them with sincerity and patience. And now it's time for the pain we feel, then I'm the one who feels guilty again. I'm again, Yo. " The more rhythmic crying colored the words that came out of his mouth.
Ify wiped the tears from her cheeks, but other tears followed. "The past that we have passed will now be present sometime in our memories, carving out a memory that we cannot possibly forget. Nowadays towards graduation, we try desperately to enjoy the remaining togetherness. And the future that we once told while in the classroom, it seems to have disappeared into a shadow. " Ify smiled sadly aware of his own words.
When Ify's gaze stares full toward Rio, Ify tries desperately to erase the remnants of her tears. From afar, Rio looks pale and not eager to walk towards him, so from there Ify can find the beginning of the fragility of Rio's life. Now high hopes are hopes.
"Are you crying, Fy?"
Ify shakes his head. "Earlier my eyes were exposed to dust, there was a fairly large wind. Do you feel it? "
"You don't need to lie, Fy."
"I can't lie to you, Yo. I would never want to lie for useless things. After all, I've been trying to cover up lies that have been there, haven't I? ”
Rio nodded. "I know. Take this first. " Then Rio sat back, facing Ify while sipping a glass of juice.
After finishing enjoying a long time together, Ify finally asked to go home. Rio only agreed because it was already late in the afternoon, and it was the afternoon that was increasingly showing the clear signs of separation. Ah, Rio must do something!
I don't want you to leave me, but how can I refuse that? I also may not prevent you from pursuing your goals, but what about me who will be bound by these feelings for the next few years?
"Let's go."
Rio was still stunned, heeded Rio's words just now. Because Rio was not possible not to think about this at the time of approaching it happened.
"Rio? Let's go."
At that moment Rio began to become aware of Ify's words and began to advance his car.
Rio spurred his car at high speed, of course at this time Rio wanted to vent all his frustration because of that deadly destiny. Moreover, Rio wants to prevent Ify's departure to continue his studies abroad. The separation that was never wanted had to be a bitter reality for his life. Until now this will continue to be a burden for him.
Whereas next to him, Ify just stand guard. Ify knows why Rio is like this, this is all wrong ify, but what else can I do? His parents want Ify to accept the scholarship, because this is a golden opportunity for him. Besides that, Ify is still hesitant to do this, the current step is certainly not in the right direction.
The higher the speed, the more makes Ify wants to get down from Rio's vehicle. How not, Ify had been traumatized because of an accident when using a motor with high speed and it made Ify a phobia of speed.
"Rio, I want you to stop doing this, Yo." He asked with a little fear in himself.
While Rio who was driving was really not focused on the streets, his mind was still busy with days that no longer seemed to be approaching him, his life.
Until whenever, my biggest bitterness is the moment where my feelings must be left here because he is thirsty for revenge and also for complete love.
Event after event is now turned into an event that is recorded in the mind of Rio.
"Yo! I will go down here, I'm afraid. ” Complained Ify by showing his scared face.
Still Rio didn't hear it, because a recording in his mind room was still playing.
This feeling should never have existed and there should never have been a shred of caring for someone who just came to leave. But, she is too beautiful for me.
"RIOO!" Shouted Ify in annoyance.
I was so upset, Ify immediately grabbed the steering wheel to divert the direction of the speed of the car that leads around the plantation. At that moment Rio began to realize. But unfortunately, Rio's awareness was only a few moments because afterwards there were only a series of bad events that befell him.
Now the incident has happened. Earlier from the opposite direction a truck was carrying its luggage, but the truck driver looked like he was drunk and lost consciousness. Now all that is seen is the two who are still unconscious.
The next few minutes Rio realized and immediately brought Ify to the hospital without regard to the blood that was still flowing fresh on his forehead.
"So the doctor's intention is, Ify can't be saved anymore?" Rio asked in disbelief. At that moment tears began to accompany her chaos.