Almost a week ago I was in this beautiful countryside. The ten-year-old village left behind to pursue a dream in the opposite city, apparently has changed a lot, including the river where I and my friends have used as a beautiful tourist spot. Here I was sitting on a bench covered with green grass overlooking the artificial lake surface where the water was swept away a little wind in the place.
I smiled at the cool atmosphere and listened to the chirping kids traveling with the family. So remember the past when it was small.
Remembering also someone who is waiting for her presence. Childhood friend. Somehow it looks right now. I'm looking forward to seeing him.
"Ten years did not meet, you did not change. Like a smile alone enjoys a gust of wind. "My eyelid was open as the baritone sounded and then I turned my face into a stray figure in front of me.
"You do not change. Always protest with what I did. "I said while holding the breathe in the chest. She smiled and then saw her cheek on the right just like my cheek.
"We are equally unchanged. Only physically changing, no attitude. Do not change your attitude towards me. That's what I long for. "She said, looking at me with an eye that I could not grasp. Oh God, I miss this guy!
Hafiz suddenly pulled my weak body into a tight embrace. I can not do anything but reply to that. Eliminate longing for each other, reuniting broken fragments of long-lived hearts.
"I miss. In the past, right now, until tomorrow. "He was soft on my shoulder. I feel confused until I get her arms slowly.
"Tomorrow?" I said jokingly.
"Yes. Because at times I will still miss you. As long as the affection is there, the longing will never be treated, Kirana. "
" Dilan said, it was Hafiz's weight. Do not burden yourself with longing for me. "
" I miss you for not a burden, Kirana. "Hafiz and all his head stubbornly made me smile.
"Ah, how are you?" I say.
"Previously not good. It's now better when I meet my Amoy. "She said, pinching my left cheek slowly. I blushed to hear Amoy's call from him. I'm a Chinese offspring and my eyebrows are the cause of Hafiz calling me Amoy as a kid.
"The reckless Gimp." I mocked.
"Two hundred silver." She said, laughing at me.
"It's getting late, I have to go home. My grandfather must have come to me. "Lirihku. Hafiz just smiled, I thought he would be disappointed because it only briefly met me.
"I interfere." He said, pulling my hand toward the parking area.
Two months. Just two months I was in the Village. My days are happier because Hafiz is always there beside me wherever I want to go. I'm happy. Obviously. Because now I and Hafiz are back together to consolidate the taste that had been delayed. I'm currently riding an old grandfather's bike to Hafiz's house delivering morning snacks to his mother. I parked my bike in the large yard of the house which also parked silver xenia cars. Who car, I thought.
I walked in with a cheerful smile across the cheek. Got a knock on the half-closed door. However, it stopped when I heard the cry of a woman in there.
"I beg you please .. send me a Hafiz with me. Make mas Hafiz as the father of my child. Mom really understands my condition .. hiks. "
DUAR! As the lightning strikes the electric pole, I'm surprised not to play the cries of the woman's cry. I'm self-pouting who is the one who is seducing Hafiz's mother. From the open door open I saw clearly who he was. My heart is getting worse. My smile smiles. "Sonia .." I said to name my schoolmate first. Although not so close but I know her.
"Sonia, do not beg for the mother. I'll talk to her later with Hafiz. But somehow she can not agree with your will. Moreover, Hafiz and Kirana are back together .. "said Hafiz's mother embracing Sonia with compassion. I feel frustrated because it seems that Sonia is closer to my beloved mother.
I turn around, take my bike and go back to my grandfather's house with an uncertain feeling. I have to meet Hafiz and talk to him.
Incidentally, as I crossed the rice field, Hafiz was sitting under the tree after he worked in the rice field. I'm approaching her.
"Amoy! Caution falls, be careful. "She shouted at me in the middle of the rice fields. I did not answer, just putting a flat face in her direction.
"I say do not like the crises early in the morning. It's even up to you in the rice field, moy. "The omelette when I got to it.
"I'm here is necessary. Urgent! "I missed.
"Here sit down. What needs to be? Miss me like that? "
"Tomorrow I'm back in town. It may not be possible to set foot again in this village. Grandpa also came with me staying there. "I said the decision I made after leaving her home. There are no other options. I have to retreat.
Her face looked startled. He no longer smiled sweetly, even looking at me coldly.
"What do you mean? Want to leave me again? What's in this village is not enough for you to be happy? "
" You are going to leave me, Fiz. Before that happens, I'm better off going. "I said to the face of his gaze.
"For what do I leave you ?!" his voice rose.
"To be the father of the son of Sonia!" I was back in a jerk.
"I do not understand what you mean, Kirana. You better go home and clear your mind. "
" You should go home and see what's going on there. I excuse you. "I left Hafiz in disarray. Then he also went home in a different direction with me. Oh my God, as soon as I lost her?
The day has changed. The day I'm going back to the other side of town by bringing my grandfather to come with me fortunately the grandparents want to come along so I do not have to spend much time in this village. My deal with Hafiz I solved it unilaterally. I broke up with him without Hafiz's consent. He raged as I decided, but I did not care. Her mother had prepared Hafiz's wedding with Sonia. What's more painful than that? Although Hafiz said loving me, Sonia would be his companion. My tears are dry crying that happens overnight. Enough already. It's time I started filling out a new one in my life.
"Rana, there is a letter from Hafiz. Grandfather remembered that he dawn gave this to you. "Grandfather's wrinkled hand stuck in front of me giving a blue envelope.
"You must not get grandparents." I said, taking the envelope.
"Not so, however, Hafiz was once a container for you to complain, boy. Do not be mad at him. The Most Loving One has determined all this. "The grandfather's advice I answer with nod.
"Dear, Amoy.
You are my top priority.
My body is on others, but my soul is on you. We are two souls whose soul has been united. You for me and me for you. Forever it remains. The world is not our place of unity, apparently. But I'm sure the hereafter will be our soul and body together. The life of eternal love is not in the world but in heaven. Blessed, my darling. Do not wash your cheeks with tears because of this farewell. Let the One who loves to carry out His scenario. I want to make you stay, but apparently you choose to run instead of fighting with me to defend everything. Hopefully there will be another figure who loves you. But remember, there is no other love that can defeat my love for Amoyku. Until sometime. See you later, Kirana ?.
Hafiz Alkadri, your beloved lover. "
"See you in heaven then, my sweetheart." I slowly folded Hafiz's letter into our photo as a little inside. It turns out, as hard as any of God's constant love, which determines who is armed with anchor.