The biggest lie I ever told.. Hmmm
I really do love this line because it actually occur to me. You know life is full of ups and downs and we never can tell what tomorrow hold.
It happens that I actually tell lie to my baby which I can say it's just a simple lie to him I'm suffering myself. Things actually was not OK,the market is not moving well, there is money but need to be calculative before using it because I have some money I have to pay and at the same time I have to provide food stuff and other things my children will need .
Since I'm always ready to give them what they want I'm the best Mom to them but you know also know that things don't use to go as even planned by a normal man because there will be a day of changes even if we have all this things in excess. My son is type that do cares for everything I did. When I give him food he will ask me whether I have eaten also, and say thanks to anything I do for him.
There was a day that all the food I have at home can only be sufficient for him and his brother and I don't have money to buy them snack, after serving them the food he didn't see me eating so he asked Mom where is your food? you know telling him the truth will hurt him so I lied with confidence that I am fasting and but because they truly knows that everything is always available he doesn't doubt me.
I was on my phone talking to my sister when my son caught up with my conversation when I was telling my sister that I have not eating since morning and I don't know what I will give my children for dinner, he started crying and asking me why I have to lied to him. I don't even know what to say than to promise him that I will never lie to him again and since then, when it comes to my son I don't like to be a liar because I know how much he hurt just by lying to him.
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