Hello everyone, welcome to my post.
We just entered the second week of this year and it feels like the end of January is tomorrow. Seems like this year will fade away faster than the previous year.... Tch, what a drag!
Irrespective of how little we have, we should always make the new years celebration to be a memorable one without regrets.
MY NEW YEAR CELEBRATION
Everyone was in the high spirit of celebration.
The new year for me was like an ordinary Monday morning. Yes! A Monday morning with loads of stress because I had to do many things on that day.
Before that day, I received calls from my friends to join them at a club in umuahia Abia state but I could not attend. My mom called called me countless times to go come back home and join them with their celebration, saying that she will make my favourite dish and take me out to relieve my stress but guess what? Though the offer was tempting, I still turned it down. Her siblings joined he line of callers, by siblings also but I switched off my phone because it was becoming a disturbance.
Though I called back to apologize, I still received a scolding. Well! It is better to be scolded and achieve my goals than to be praised without achieving my goals.
WAS THE NEW YEAR ENJOYABLE?
HELL NO IT WASN'T.
I spent all my day with my book on pipsology, reading about forex pips, reading strategies and trying to get the morale to begin demo trading. I also made some post in hive, went scouting all over the hive platform and I found interesting things.
Though my work paid off, the stress and sacrifice was much.
WHAT I LOVE THAT WAS NOT HERE WITH ME
EVERYTHING.
Every single thing I love was not here with me and it was really lonely.
It was like I am stuck inside an abyss and the only way out is to complete my goals. I even restricted myself to somethings unless I accomplished my task for the day.
Everyone travelled to meet their people and have fun. I stopped viewing WhatsApp statuses because of the loads of oppression. It was really bad and I had to go for a stroll once in a while to relieve myself.
One thing that kept me intact is that - when I go out, I see classy cars, select the ones i will love to own and get motivated to work hard so I could buy it for my self.
During these times, I did not learn only from the books I was reading, I also learnt a lot from being lonely. This was when diverse thoughts came to my mind. I was analyzing every single actions that was made by myself and others throughout last year. I got to understand lots of things and honestly, I became a better person from analyzing my mistakes and success.
That is all from this post, I really appreciate your presence here and I hope to see you next time.
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