Hello, my dear readers. I hope you are all fine and enjoying your winter vacation. I hope you all had a very happy Christmas.
Because of the vacation, I spend most of the first half of my day in the kitchen. You know it's a very busy and tough routine, especially for Asian women. Nowadays, I feel so tired after doing a little work. After I finish my work in the kitchen, my kids wake up and I go back to the kitchen to make food for them. Then I come to my room and try to make my online class teaching aids. Teaching is a very responsible and holy profession, as a Muslim.
But I feel so tired these days. After finishing my work, I don't know what happens, but I feel so lonely and sad. I don't know what to do or what's going on in my life. Please remember me in your prayers. After the death of my beloved father, as I already told you, my father died of Covid in 2021. This weather is also sad for me because he visited my house last time in December and January continuously. He asked me about my problems and tried to resolve them. When this weather came back, I missed my father a lot. Father is a very important and kind gift from Allah. I can't believe he passed away within 10 days of hospitalization. I know there are many people and loved ones in every home in the world who died of Covid. But in my life, this is the first time I feel such pain. I have no more words to write.
Yesterday, I visited the graveyard where my father was buried. It was very hard to control my emotions. I hope Allah protects you all from all unpleasant moments.
