I don't know if my tablet is damaged or not. How is that so, you may ask? Because parts of it aren't working properly in some programs on my husband's computer on some programs but are in others, and some parts are working just fine in those same programs on my laptop but not working on the programs it's working just fine for on his computer. I have been doing a lot of looking into ways to try to fix it/calibrate it/whatever and so far have not found a way to get it to stop behaving in this manner. But in some programs I can get it to work properly, so there's that, at least.
So I really don't know anymore.
All I know is that we're in a really bad financial bind and I now have a phone payment to make, we still have to pay the remaining balance for Tuxie's cremation (and to not do so would be a really fucking terrible thing to do), and we have to get our truck registration sorted out or we're completely fucked, and I have no more faith in my ability to claw my way to enough earnings to be of any help to the finances anymore. My art stopped earning any decent amount a while back, and all anyone cares about from me anymore is STEEM-POCALYPSE, save for a very small core group of friends I've made here on Steemit that I've grown very close to.
Anyways. My husband requested a Halloween drawing from me to use for his background at work. Something with our black cat boys. So I'm working on that for him, but I liked the very beginning lines I did so much I decided to make a background behind the lines and save it separately because it looks pretty good, at least to me.
At this point in time I am feeling extremely frustrated, uninspired, and rather hopeless.
