I met a guy online. He is a Ship Captain. He messaged me thru Instagram. He was on vacation and during that time, I was all alone and empty and a big smile suddenly put on my face unconsciously. It was a wonderful feeling though ❤ -- Our conversation was filled of random topics -- from favorite foods, interests, places we have been, history, family, heartaches a lot.. We even had a video call, changes of smile, laughters, I even watched him cooking live. 😂 and suddenly I realized that I am falling to this guy without even meeting him in person. We talked for a month. He even said that " I am happy whenever we're talking " and I feel the same way too. Afterwards there was a silence --- No more reply and messages coming from him anymore which made me feel upset. I wonder where he is right now. I am just hoping that everything is good. I miss my Captain and I realized that too much affection and attachment can also lead to a heartbreak. I am still waiting for his message up until now and ofcourse I have to go on...
