I think that one should only worry about the things/people within their control and that for me refers to my family and friends; my mind, body and soul; and my long and short-term goals. Everything outside this scope is irrelevant to me (by default).
These days I walk around oblivious to everything. Yesterday I just heard about another variant of the COVID virus, and I do not care enough to even read up on it. I know knowledge is power but how much power do I want?
I do not need too much or too little. I just need to find that sweet spot in the middle of everything. It is probably the only way I effectively perceive the world. I am not trying to change much. I am fine playing my part in making the world a better place.
However, I find myself asking: am I aiming too low? Being an overachiever seems to be the trend these days. Everyone wants to be on the top of the food chain and the whole power play can seem exhausting (for me). I am a simple man and would probably remain that way.
What's so wrong with having a simple and decent life detached from all the madness of the world? I don't want to fill my life with conspiracies and pointless arguments that do not get me anywhere.
I understand and appreciate our daily struggles (which are inevitable). However, I would rather enjoy the gift of life and not base my entire existence on my struggles. There is more to life than what I do not have or who I want to be.
We live like the future is guaranteed--also planning and scheming. We have no regard for the things we have and choose to be fixated on the things we do not have, which is at the root of our suffering.
I think if we all realize how trapped we are in our pursuit for more, we can make the required change to live better lives. I think my life is perfect. I do not have all I want and sometimes life can be a bore but I cannot be anything but grateful.
My life is not the terrible hell I thought it would be a couple of years ago. I can even afford to shine a little light into other people's lives, what more can I ask of life? I would rather give more than receive.
So yes, I am a bit detached from the madness of the world; I am less open to arguments; I am not keen on gaining the world and losing my soul.
The goal is to manage my indifference. As much as I feel content with life, I can still work towards adding value to other people's lives (as well as mine). I want to work by love not fear. Maybe this way I can reconnect with the world around me positively and productively. Cheers!
