I had to make this post to clarify a few things in my last video. I think a lot of people misconstrued what I said.
Nothing about that video has to do with me leaving steem. Like I said in a previous video, if I ever leave steem it will be quietly. No one would notice I assure you. However, that's not the case. I only stated that I did not feel like doing this anymore--creating content, especially in the way I have for the past year now.
It's almost five days to my one year steem anniversary. Honestly, I never thought I could make money on the internet this way and this easy. All I have had to do is show up every day and do my part. The only thing that robbed me of this pleasant experience was the fact that needed steem to survive. It made me committed but at the same time, it wasn't really fulfilling. I have basically been living from hand to mouth. I wasn't investing as much as I wanted or pushing the projects/ideas I had but that is about to change now. The point I'm trying to make here is that I didn't have a choice. My being here wasn't a choice but a necessity.
What this change will mean for me is that I can focus on building a brand rather than making money. I can take classes or invest in gadgets to improve what I do without worrying about my mum or siblings because they will be taking care of.
I don't know about you but I don't want to be controlled by money/crypto or whatever you call it but that has been my reality for the last one year. Just the thought that I can be free from this rat race is therapeutic.
Maybe some of you want to become rich or change the world with steem but that has not been my intention. I just want to be free. It's not something you might understand. I have stopped talking about myself for some time now but if you were here when I first started you will understand what a mess my life has been this past one year now. God knows I needed this back and when it eventually comes I will do my best never to encounter the things I have this past few years.
At the top of my mind right now is my next line of action when my opportunity comes.
Feeling sleepy. No more videos today. Will edit the one I made today tomorrow.
