((I was checking old notes I took in a fly back to Ecuador from Frankfurt, and I decided complete it. Is incredible how an incorrect love can make us feel, and once we left they realize how valuable you are.)) [[rn I am deeply in love with the love of my life]]
Sometimes we get tired of receiving the same thing over and over again, of the promises that are foam, of the words painted of love and of the people who destroy what we give them without caring to destroy ourselves.
We get tired of they give us leftovers when we give our whole soul, we get tired when they put a mask of love on their emotional problems in order to destroy ourselves and make us believe that this is love.
Sometimes we get tired of them taking advantage of us, of blaming us, of judging us, of wanting to become another person, of making us doubt ourselves.
Sometimes we get tired of wanting to control our lives, that they suffocate us, that they break our hearts. Sometimes we get tired of ordinary forms of love, artificial forms of love. But we don't really get tired of love, we get tired of everything that isn't love.
And it's okay to get tired, love is something better than everything we've received, although maybe we haven't experienced.
Tiredness is not a way to run away, let's not be afraid to love again, fear also destroys. Tiredness is the sign that in the soul there is an authentic fire that seeks another authentic fire to burn and burn life.