MY LOVE SEPARATELY
Love is just a simple word. But love has made me change. Now that's what I feel. A love. I do not know why because love people willing to sacrifice everything even though life. I do not understand if it's love. I'm just a teenager who is feeling love.
I began to feel love when I met with inspiration. I happened to meet her. It started when he dropped my book as I walked into the school lab. I liked him from the first sight. But I know I'm not worthy of him. He is clever while I am ordinary. But I still have a taste for him.
I keep trying to get closer to him. But alas, Clara always prevents me from always being close to inspiration. Clara also likes the same inspiration. Even so I'm not going to despair. I'll keep trying to get it. But what if I do not dare to reveal everything in front of inspiration.
My Love Ends Farewell
Until one day when I walked home holding some books. I started walking slowly toward the house. Tired is commonplace. Suddenly the inspiration came with his bike to invite me together. He said his house was one-way with my house. I was glad to be able to sit behind her as I slowly began to embrace her.
From then on I started to walk the same way with him. I do not care even though Clara threatens me not to come close to inspiration. What matters now I'm getting close to inspiration. I'm glad even if inspiration only thinks I'm an ordinary friend.
After school I'm always at his friend, every time I go to the labolatorium I'm always with him. If one day I'm not with her, what would I be? Is this the name of love ??
I wanted to say everything in front of my inspiration. I want to say I LOVE YOU. But like there is something that makes me unable to say all that.
Until one day
"Christi ......." Call Daddy
"Yes pa" I replied as he ran toward Dad
"Daddy want to jodohin you as a child friend Papa whose name is Revan" Daddy said slowly
"Daddy but I'm not in love with Revan, I just love the same inspiration" I say loudly
"Inspired again. Papa does not like you near the same inspiration. He can not kebahagiain you "said papa angry
"How can he not be happy with me? I just deket him aja I've been happy "I said while standing in front of Dad.
"Whatever you want to say" said papa angry while away from me.
I keep trying to forget it all. I will not be able to love Revan. I just love the same inspiration. Whatever yan ter so I will not want to split with the same inspiration.
At school I keep watching inspiration. If I'm already on a match with Revan I probably will not be able to see inspiration again. V.V
"Christi ...... .. went home together yuk ??" said inspiration suddenly
"You do not have to go home alone" I said
"Sure ......" candz inspiration
"You have it yourself"
I really want to be as I used to be. Sitting in his arms while hugging his inspiration. Tapia pa would be if my father saw me with inspiration.
Suddenly a red car blooms right next to me. It turned out to be Revan. I really do not expect him here.
"Christi ....... Go home with me "Revan said
"Do not have to" I replied briefly
Instead of going Revan instead pull me into his car. I'm forced to go home with him. What's so great about him? So papa always praised his praise. Is it because he's rich ?. I never expected his money before. I just need love.
The next day at school ...............
"Christi ............ .. actually ..." said inspiration doubt
"Actually why ???" I asked confused
"I actually like you. Do you want to be my boyfriend? "The word inspiration hesitated
"Originally I also like you, but I can not accept your love. My dad would be furious if I invented you, "I said bravely.
"Ooooo ya already ..."
"Sorry yes inspiration"
Ilham always try to get me to accept him. But I still can not accept your inspiration. Sorry yes inspiration, I'm not ready ngasitau you if I want to marry Revan a week longer.
When I was in the café suddenly came the inspiration. Ilham immediately held my hand while giving a rose and a ring.
"I can not accept this all the inspiration" I said
"Why?" Asked inspiration confused
I did not answer it, I just gave my wedding invitation paper with Revan. actually i was not expecting this marriage. I never love Revan. I just go to know inspiration. I can not imagine what feelings of inspiration are. The important thing I still love you are inspiration.
I'm sorry I'm inspiration, I've made you sad. Even though I already have my tetep love you inspiration.
Today is my wedding day with Revan. I'm not very excited. I never love Revan. Although he is as rich as he is. I'm not happy about this dress, I'm not happy this bridal crown. I just want inspiration here. Although for the last time. But whichever he might come.
Now it's time for an appointment. But my mouth feels like mute. I will not be able to say the promise of love to Revan. I just expect love from inspiration.
Suddenly I saw the inspiration outside the hotel where my wedding ceremony was taken. Ilham only shed tears while holding a red rose.
I can not stand ...... .. I can not afford to see the sad inspiration because of me. You do not have to cried inspiration. I still love ya kanu. I LOVE YOU. I said to myself.
Not power ...... I ran to inspiration. but inspiration runs away from me.
"inspiration……. you do not go I do not want you sad. I can never love Revan. That's in my heart Just you. I LOVE YOU ilham. "
Ilham paused and turned towards me. He was standing right in front of me.
"Christi ...... .. I love you. I can not see you with him. He is not worthy of you. I LOVE YOU Chris. May you be happy with him "said inspiration while shedding tears. Ilhampun kissed my forehead and dropped to my knees stretched a rose. Slowly I accepted the rose. "I'm sure you'll be happy with her" said inspiration with tears continuing to burst.
"I will not be happy with her, I can only be happy if with you even if only briefly"
"I LOVE YOU"
Revan suddenly pulled me out of my mind from inspiration. Just a red rose I can remember from her. "I LOVE YOU ilham" I hope you will not continue crying because of me.